Chapter 10 What I Did To Myself

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Throughout 4th and 6th grade I've been bullied.
My Reactions in 4th grade towards bullying was just telling my parents what the kids did to me and told me.
In 6th grade it got more serious. In the second trimester of sixth grade I started cutting myself. (Only twice). In third trimester of sixth grade I fell in depression. Started crying myself to sleep and started thinking about attempting suicide. I also took a depression test and it turned out I had bipolar.( you can also take this test by putting in the computer www.depressiontest.com. You will have to answer some questions.) I stopped eating because kids told me I was fat. I was close to having a eating disorder. I started eatin again but every time I are something I started gagging but held it in. At the end of the school year my depression calmed down a little bit. I was thinking rarely about suicide.

My advice about this chapter is that don't cut. It's ok not to be ok allll the time. But don't got that far. When you cut those cuts will leave scars FOREVER!! Really, I can still kinda see mine. Never give up. And most important of all NEVER STOP SMILING. Because you never know who you are inspiring. And because if you smile even tho you are sad. That smile hides pain and the shame you have inside.

-Maria ❤

Keep Fighting. Stay Strong.

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