Little Us

Bless my soul!

I stand in front of the classroom door with Daiki and he's not a single bit scared.

Somehow it reminds me of his father. Fearless rascal

I wish he would show a little bit of worry. So I can do my part of a mother

I crouched down and looked at him

"Ok mommy is going to leave you here for the whole day then I'll come back and pick you up" i said reassuringly even though I'm only doing it for myself

"Mhm" he said and ran off.

I exhaled a breath that I didn't know I was holding in.

I tried not to cry but I couldn't. He just left and didn't even kiss me goodbye or beg me to stay.

Uggghhh why is he so like his father. 'At least show a little bit of a spoilt brat for your poor mother' I said to him in my head.

Suddenly I felt a pair off small arms wrap around me.

I looked up with my ugly snotty face and saw Daiki smiling at me.

" I wuv you mummy" he said and kissed me. Awww my baby

I grabbed his cheeks and kissed his forehead. "I love you too Daiki" i said as I stood up.

He ran back to class and I make my way to school

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"Tõõ University" I read on the sign outside

Ok deep breaths (f/n)

In.....Out.....In....Out

"Yosh!" I said with confidence earning some weird looks from others.

It's a new day it's a new me

Forget about my past school experiences that was in high school. The past is the past

I look for my class and found myself lost in the middle of no where.

Great. First day and I'm lost.

I continue to wander and checked the time.

WHAT??!!! Its like half way through the lecture. HALF WAY!!!

I started running in all sorts of directions and turned a corner when I came ace to face with the wall

"I swear this was a turn" I sighed

Turns out it wasnt, it was a boy that had a face filled with guilt.

"Gomen.Gomen. I didnt know you were there. Gomen."

I told him it was ok but he kept apologising.

"Ok how bout you help me find my class?" I asked he nodded

I showed him the paper and it turns out my classroom was alllll the way on the other side of the school!!! And what's worse is that it was on the second floor while i was on the first floor the whole time!