Tea Time

I Am Always Cold

(Copyright to Alex Raburn, it is illegal for you to copy this. I will find out and sue you.)

I am always cold.
By: Alex Raburn
November 2015

If I don't do this now,
I will never get over you.
I have admit,
I hate you,
But I love you.

I know you need her,
I know you want her.
But I will never be her.

Tell me, am I going crazy?
Or am I just writing really really big?
I seem to be in the lines.

At one time, you gave me that
"Can't sleep love"
And now I sleep better then ever
And I can't tell you how wonderful it is.

I swear I'm over you,.
To everyone,
But myself.

I still find shirts that smell like you.
They tend to make me miss you.

You taught me my love for percussion music. 
He taught me to love myself.
I taught myself that poetry is the greatest escape.

And you used me.
Time and time again.
And it hurts everytime I see you.

I've got feelings,
But you don't seem to mind that.
You lied to me.
You got your fix.

She's a lot like me, really.
Except she does drugs and has a tattoo.
Wow.
Great.
I like candles...
And..uhh..
I hate her because she has something I will never get back.

Maybe that's a good thing.
Maybe I'll stop thinking a bough
Your arm around my shoulders
And your green green eyes.

I'll think about his messy hair
And that I don't have to be in the lines with him.

But I will always love you.
And I think that's a problem,
Because I am always cold.