I hoped you would save me/
Not from the dark/
But from the grey/
I lived there like purgatory/
Among those yellow abdicated/
Those black forgot/
I expected you to guide me/
Save me from the numbing Purgatory grey/
Until I found you,
/ Red, /
And you crawled underneath skin and bone/
And flowed through my body/
And I regurgitated you through my red lips/
Your red touch was vomit inducing/
Fear producing/
God, you seemed so seducing/
But at the sight of you/
I knew what damnation was.
