Sad // Cute

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( Y/n = your name )

Y/n's POV

I packed the last of my things into my suit case and wiped the tears I had holding in but couldn't hold it in any longer ..

Who would've known it was going to end like this ?

We were so perfect, what went wrong ?

Flashback ..

Another late night of me sitting on the couch with my fuzzy blanket wrapped securely me as I was watching family guy with the volume not low but not high

I checked the time

1:58 am

I sighed, where is he ? He should've been hom-

SLAM

I hear the door slam and I look to see Jason coming in and from where he's standing I can already smell the alcohol

I stood up "Jason where have you been !? I was worried sick" I asked walking to him scanning Jason

"God ! Why don't you get off my fucking ass for one y/n ?!" Jason yelled at me

"Jason your drunk ! Wait ... Are those hickey's and lipstick smudges ?" I asked feeling my heard breaking

"Maybe" Jason smirked down at me "your cheating on me ?" I asked my voice cracking

"Yes I am !!" Jason said proudly and that completely broke me

I was lost for words and he knew that "do I mean nothing to you no more ?" I asked sobbing

"Nope" he smirked " and do me a favor and be out by tomorrow okay bitch ?" Jason laughed in my face

Not even waiting for my response he turned his back to me and left again to god knows where

I fell to my knees and let out a scream of how much pain I was in

End of flashback ..

And now here I am getting ready to move on with my life I guess

I walked around the house, all I hear is my breathing and my heels clicking every time I take a step

Memories , memories, memories is all I see ..

In the living room when we had our own movie nights and got "fat on the couch" is how Jason called it

The kitchen when we cooked things and sometime we ended up having food fights and causing a huge mess which later we were going to have to clean up

But we didn't care

Not one spot of this house doesn't have a memory. As crazy as it sounds every single little spot has memory

A memory that will always be in my memory, who knew it get like this

I already had all my luggage to my car and I had my last one right beside me with my makeup and some things Jason gave to me that I want to keep as memory

No matter what he did or kept doing, he'll always be my everything

I look out the window and see a too familiar car pull up

It breaks my heart just even seeing his fucking car and all the shit happened yesterday is coming back

I wouldn't be able to look at him before breaking down

So I grabbed my last luggage and went to the kitchen to get my keys, I had my back turned towards the door and right when I got my keys ...

"Your leaving ?" I heard a barely audible voice

I turned to see Jason by the door looking at me with sorrow

"Mhm" I hummed to him nodding already feeling my eyes stinging a bit bit I'm not trying to show him that this hurts me badly

Even though it is hurting me badly ..

"Why ?" Jason asked tears brimming his eyes "because I can't do this no more Jason .." I said quietly looking the other direction

"Y/n please !" Jason asked rushing to me "I was stupid and I didn't really realize how much you mean to me till I'm loosing you right now !" Jason begged dropping to his knee

"Jason .." I said looking away again unable to look at him at this state even know he caused all this

"Baby please, I fucking love you baby! I promise to not cheat, I promise I'll be loyal, I promise I'll be truthful and be there with you one hundred percent baby please !!" Jason replied

"Even if I do stay ... How do I know your going to keep your word ?" I asked with tears falling like a waterfall

Jason pulled me down to his level so we were both on our knees but he was still a bit taller then me

"Baby .. I promise ! I cross my heart" he tossed his heart "I'll always be here and I'll never let you go or leave you even if you don't want me there I'm always going to be by you forever and always" Jason said and I looked in his eyes and I knew what he said was true ..

I leaned in and smashed my lips on Jason's and he gave me the same force back as my tears were still streaming as was his

I pulled away after a few minutes and looked Jason in the eye with a small smile and said

" I forgive you .. "

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