illegal Love ...

first date

Sunday 2:12
I tried to flat iron my curls but it came out as a puff . so I put it in a big bun. I wore a tight red dress with white heels and a silver glittery side purse. I added a diamond necklace. I made my way to " first sight " a restaurant that ice never been to. He was already there in a lovely black suit . " hey again . " he said pulling out my chair for me to sit. " hello and thank you. " I said sitting and admiring his smile again. " you look amazing . " he said complementing me . " thank you . again " I said before looking at the menu . everything was 170 dollars or above. " pretty expensive place huh ? " I told him . " its alright . " he replied." Get whatever you want " I remembered how when I went out with my boyfriend Jayden we went to Applebee's. He ordered something so did I. The total was 79.31$. He played 45 dollars of it and had to work 2 weeks over there no pay. I oreded a chicken salad for 154.13 he ordered a stake and lobster. " so, in Lucas Johnson . reading from your contact name your Nia ? " he finally said. "No its really shania . Shania Marcel " " lovely name ." we talked more and more and i think we have amazing chemistry. He's the most perfect guy ever. We left around 4:27 . he walked me to my car . " your perfect." he practically whispers to me as he closes my door. I rush to kayla new apartment . I knock on the door. She answers half asleep. " really its not even night and your sleeping ? " I say letting myself in. We sat on the couch. We started talking about our perfect idea of the person we wanna spend the rest of our life with. " easy to talk to , good looking , very nice , good heart , loves me for me " I said . " you " said kayla. Then she kissed me. Surprisingly and shocked i kissed her back. She touched my cheek still kissing me. I pulled away. " im sorry. I just couldn't hide my true feelings any longer " I ran out. Did that really just happen . did I just kiss my bestfriend of 16 years. Did she just admit she likes me or " has feelings " towards me. Just when I think I found my dream man. My bestfriend d was thinking of me as her dream girl. This is really to much .....