"I don't wanna do this!" I snapped back.
"Well I'm sorry, but it's not about what you want, Mai!". My mothers brown eyes flamed as we were having one of our usual arguments that always ended in an ugly manner.
Although neither of was would expect for this to be the worst ... as well as the last.
"MOM! How could you say something like that?! I'm 18 years old!" My Australian accent grew louder as my fists were clenched and my 12-year old brother was sitting in the corner whimpering like the baby he is. My family is filled with a bunch of retards!
"So what, you know I care about you and I'm sorry but I'm not going to let you stay in Australia by yourself! And my decision is final! Now go pack!" My mother and I have never been on the same page. She never gives me any independence. It's just endless rules with this woman!
"You don't 'care' about me at all mother. All you care about are you're precious sons!" She opened her mouth to object, but I wasn't finished. "Everything would be perfect if I just fucked off..Right?!" This wasn't the first time that I lashed out at my parents and at some point I had just stopped caring overall, stopped pondering why they didn't love me as much as they loved my brothers, why they always had to compare me and never see who I truly am or even just support me for once in their miserable lives.
But hey who would know that this would benefit me in the long run.Certainly not I!
"Maia Charlotte Mitchell!" , she had exaggerated the Charlotte part just to tick me off even more as she knew I couldn't stand when called me that, like Charlotte?! that sounded like such a preppy name and that was definitely not what I was... in fact quite the opposite.
"You just won't learn, will you?!" (As if she actually gives a fuck about me). "Get away from me you self-centered bastard!" You would think that I would start crying or screaming because my own mother, the woman who brought me into this world just 'insulted' me but I couldn't give two shits what this fucked-up bitch had to say about me, regardless of what she did for me.
I couldn't help but scoff at the tears brimming at the edge of her eyes, and therefore I continued on.
"Oh mother, don't be so hard on yourself, but if we're listing things that's wrong with you, I suggest that you go to the doctor because talking about yourself in the third person is a true sign of mental madness!" I smirked as all that came out from my mother was an exaggerated gasp.
She was always the one to be over-dramatic.
I turned around and raced upstairs as fast as I could, no longer hearing my mother's loud sobs. I slammed my door hard enough for the family picture that hung from my wall smash to the ground and break into several pieces.
Careful not to step on any broken pieces of glass, I flopped myself onto my bed and grabbed my diary that was coded with black fabric and began to write about my horrendous yet intriguing afternoon.
]Maybe you can even learn a little stuff about me as I recall my day in this detailed entry!]
Dear Diary,
{Nov 26 2015- 2:15 pm}
Many people think of me as a bitch or a 'self-centered bastard' as my wonderful mother has put it into words, but truth is...many people don't know the real me, because the 'real me' is isolated, she can't escape from the reality that she is forced to live in. So everyone gets the Diva-Maia because the original Maia isn't good enough to get onto my older bother's smart-ass level or be the cute one like my younger brother who gets all the money, love and attention from anyone who lays eyes on him. So I'm just the odd one out, but it's not like I actually care! You see, what went down between me and Medusa (a.k.a my mother) earlier was 100% her fault because she could never give a shit about me unless I do something wrong, which is why she wanted me to drop everything and move to L.A. Who the hell does she think she is?! I refuse to be that new girl who gets picked on because she's not like the rest or that girl that has to sit by herself while everyone else already has their own clique! My mom just doesn't understand...but speaking of the devil, my mother is calling us for one of her pathetic family meeting, and even though I cursed her out..I'm still required to go as it is a rule in her "Mommy Book" sooo... Wish Me Luck!
Love your sassy owner Miss Maia Mitchell
As I hid my diary in it's secret spot to stop any wandering eyes, I was greeted by the devil's assistant, my obnoxious 21-year old brother Rahart. You'd think it's impossible for anyone to hate another human being sooooo deeply, but boy was anyone who thought that absolutely wrong because my hatred for this guy was deeper than the chocolate river in Willy Wonka.
"Aweee...did Mommy's little slut upset her today, don't worry I'll go warm up your bottle!" His annoying laugh rung through the hallways of our nearly empty house as I pushed past him and raced down the stairs while tears now brimmed in my eyes.
You can only take so much!
Bam! Bam! Clack! Click! My attention followed to that annoying sound only to see my father with a pot in one hand and a spoon in the other, laughing his butt off.
"Daddaaa!" I screamed.
My father was the only one who understood what it was like to be me. He doesn't care what bad stuff my mother says about me, he only cares that I'm okay and alive and still his #1 baby girl.
"My little Kangaroo!" He screamed back, mocking my extremely loud manner. His arms wrapped around my petite waist and squeezed as hard as he could, an indication that he missed me just as much as I had missed him. I smiled into the hug, wanting to disappear from anything and anyone who could hurt me. However his grip had soon loosened and he whispered into my ear, "we need to talk about something extremely important" and his voice became stern and he was no longer smiling.
UH-oh
My mom must've talked to him already!
"Maia, your mom just happened to call me and tell me some intre--"
"Dad! Stop! What happened today wa--"
I was cut off by my dad's sudden outburst of laughing.
After what seemed like minutes of laughing, he finally had recollected himself to manage to say " It was amazing, at least from what I heard from your mother.." He doubled over from a lack of breathing due to his extreme laughing.
I chuckled as me and my father walked hand in hand to my extremely irritated mother who looked like she was about ready to throw a brick at my head but instead cleared her throat and proceeded to tell her family news....
-Jill-
"After what happened earlier..." I paused and looked at my selfish daughter who was going to lash out once she finished hearing what I was going to say so I slurred out every word just to make her suffer.
"we're...going..on..a...family...trip....to...disneyland!"
And cue the lash out!
-Maia-
I can't believe I'm going to have to spend quality time with these pathetic people I call 'famiy'
...ughhhhhh...
I ran up the stairs for the second time today right before turning around and flipping both fingers at my family, all while screaming 'FUCK OFF' a little too loud that I think our next-door neighbor screamed as well.
Oops
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