His And Hers

Boy P.O.V:

   She walked past my locker today. I dont think she realizes how much I miss her. Its been two frickin months!
   Why did I give her up? She believed in me.. she said she loved me.. and what did I do? I threw her away. After 5 years of being together..
   I had said hello. She smiled up and me with her killer, knee weakening smile.
   "H-How have you been..?" She had muttered, trying to make small talk I asumed.
   "Good." I try to smile, but it doesnt come out right. It probably looks like I'm disgusted..
    "I.. heard Emily has a crush on you. You should ask her out." My heart broke. Maddie... I only wanted you.
    "Maybe I will." I mutter, and sigh, "You look good.."
     Her eyes sparkle as she look up at me, her cheeks twinged with pink.
    "Thanks.. Not to bad yourself." For a second... it was just like it had been before. When everything wasnt dull and gray.
    I missed my light. "Thanks." I said. I had wrapped my arms around her for one last hug that I wouldnt ever forget.
    "Have a nice day, Caleb." She turns and walks off.
    Me being left jaw dropped, and watching her hips sway as she leaves me forever.
     Her red curls bouncing slightly with each step.
     Immidiantly after school, I had to get out of there.
    I had run home, only to blow off my mom and run upstairs to my room.
    Now, I lay on my bed. My eardrums about to burst from my headphones blaring classic rock.
    My blinds drawn closed so its dark, and my remote to my PS lay somewhere on the floor.
    My mom left me alone once I told her it was about Maddie.
    I had let her go out of my life..
Only because of  three stupid words.
       I
    Love
      You.
Why couldnt I say it back??
     I lost her. And I will never get her back... I love her. And she hates me.
     She would never take me back.
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Girl P.O.V:

  I had to walk past his locker today. He doesnt even miss me.. its been two frickin months! Hes surely moved on.
  What had I done to loose him? I loved him.. I had believed in him..
    5 years. Down the drain. I loved him for five years...
    Did he ever really like me? Or was it pitty..?
    He had said hello.. I had tried to smile. Im sure it looked fake.
   "H-How have you been..?" I had muttered, trying to make small talk.
    "Good." He had said. Smiling as if he hadnt broken my heart.
  "I.. heard Emily has a crush on you.. maybe you should ask her out." I had said, my heart breaking more. Caleb.. I still love you.
    "Maybe I will." He smiles, probably hoping its true. "You look good.."
   A blush burns up my neck and spreads across my cheeks. His words still made me fall even deeper for him... I look up at him, his eyes lit up.
    "Thanks. Not so bad yourself." I sigh.
    For a minute. It was like nothing had changed.
   I missed the way everything would freeze around us. Nothing else mattered but us..
    "Thanks." He had said, and wrapped me in a hug.
    It felt so akward.. I took in his scent. His warmth. I missed the nights we would spend. Just like this, by the fire.
    My last hug from him...I miss him so much...
   "Have a nice day, Caleb." I say quietly, and hurry to walk off.
    I made sure my hips swayed a little more. And my hair bounced the way he used to like...
   Maybe I could make him jealous..

After school. I couldnt stand it. I ran all the way home, ignored my father, and went up to my room.
   Now. I lay on my bed, staring at my ceiling. The curtains pulled so its dark.
    The Notebook playing on my tv, an empty carton of icecream laying on the floor.
   I didnt know what I had done...  I still dont... I loved him. And lost him. With only three simple words.
     Why did I say I loved him??
  Just shut my mouth.
     I hadnt meant to. It just.. slipped out. And now. Because of that stupid mistake. I lost him.
    He'd never want me back..

My phone buzzes. I pick it up, my finger tips stained black from wiping my mascara covered cheeks.
Caleb: Can we talk?
The screen before me reads. No way... would he.. omg.. he texted me he wants to talk.. does he want me back?

  Me: Of course.