Him (Louis Tomlinson bwwm)

Email fourteen (Magazine)

Why do I keep running back to him? This was my chance to finally escape from him, from the reality that my "best friend" had change, but knowing that I cant stay away from him, I sat my self down on his front steps, shivering from the cold air that blew. It was crazy back there and I knew I had to run. I shouldn't have left Louis all alone. I don't know what those Paps could and would do to him. I felt like their was millions of them, as I ran passed each and everyone of them.

I played with the lace on my shoes, untying and tying it back just to keep me busy, when I heard loud foot steps coming towards me.

"Evelyn!! I've been looking everywhere for you thank god your okay, don't run off like that-"

"Just don't worry about me, I survived with out you for a couple of years now, I think im okay-"

"Your still mad at me?" he sights sitting down beside me. I ignored his question asking my own.

"When are you leaving?"

"A week and I wish before I have to leave is to have you back, I miss you."

"So now you do?"

"Stop being difficult Eve and just forgive me. I need you to forgive me. I cant function knowing that I hurt you and-"

"Fine I forgive you but-"

"But what?" he asked with hope in his voice.

"Why did that person think I would be a distraction?" I asked waiting for an answer. I really want to know if it was because of my race? Because I have read a lot of stories "interracial" and it was always because of the girls race. Buts its not like Louis and I were dating we were just best friends, so It cant be about that. I hope its not because of that. I mean I already am insecure and that would be another thing that would make me feel unpretty.

"Its nothing to worry about Eve, just don't worry about it." he reassures, "so are we cool?" he asked opening up his arms for me to hug him.

I can't loose him again

"We're cool Lou." I gave in, wrapping my arm around his waist, laying my head on his shoulder. I listened to his heart that bested rapidly, was it because of me? Or just the cold.

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"Rise and shine Eve!!" He yells busting into my room, opening the blinds that shielded the sun from my room.

"What the hell? Get the fuck out my room!!!!! Don't start this again Louis." I groaned pulling my pillow over my face.

He used to always do this when we were younger and I hated it but today I think I love it. But I won't let him think that of course.

"Come on.... we only have 6 days left to be together." He pleads taking my pillow from my face. "Please get up Evelyn."

He used my full name, I guess it's time for me to get up.

I sat up, fixing my wrap that was slipping off my head. "I'm up, why am I up?"

He jumps in my bed, scooting up beside me. "I'm very bored and I need my bestfriend to entertain me."

I looked at the time on my nightstand. "Lou I have to work today?" I frowned. I really don't want to work but I have too in order to go to that winter festival with Joslyn. I don't want to let her or myself down.

"You always have to work." He groaned snatching my wrap from my head. I pushed him, as he laughed historically.

"Louis I wasn't ready to take that off." I laughed snatching my wrap from his hand, siting it on my nightstand. "You always work too so don't try to make me feel guilty."