Senpai is mine.
I remembered how I used to have an interest in collecting dead things. That was the only thing I ever liked something - until recently, I saw Senpai.
Ah, speak of the devil~ Senpai is there! Omg! He's too cute! Ahhhh...Senpai, today too, you never fails to squeeze my heart.
Before knowing who Senpai was, I was void of emotions. I didn't know what it felt to be sad, happy, angry, in love. I didn't care and I didn't see why I should care.
But Senpai...oh Senpai...the first time I saw him, I had this weird feeling in my heart; it began to thump loudly and my chest felt hotter after each beat. "What is this fluttering feeling?"I thought.
That's when I realized something new.
Senpai had taught me a new feeling, love. I feel so happy now, so so happy. Ever since then, Senpai became my reason of living. He is my god. Without Senpai, I am no more.
I love Senpai more than anyone would love anyone else. My desire for Senpai is strong. If I don't even have a piece of him with me, I'd go mad. As I said, Senpai is God. I even have a small Senpai shrine built in my house just for him~! It is decorated with the objects I discovered of Senpai's; his toothbrush, a bandaid that still has some of his blood on it and an apple Senpai left half eaten. These are all my treasures. I got the toothbrush when I followed Senpai after school. I reached his house and snuck in. i got a good smell of his room (ahhnn~ it smelled so good~) and i even felt his bed; just lying on his bed made me feel as if I was with him right there, felt as if we were one. However, staying in too long will make Senpai hate me if he finds out, so I planned to leave. So before I left, I borrowed Senpai's toothbrush and kept it in my Senpai shrine. Don't worry, I'll give it back, when Senpai becomes my husband~ <3 and oh my gosh, the bandaid, fuck. It made me want to lick it all and taste it and swallow, teehee~ but if I did that then all his blood would be gone. Aww.... Hehe, but I still got that apple. That, I lick every night before going to bed. OMG, we have an indirect kiss every night, kyaaah~ it's like we are actually kissing each other KYAAAHH~ IT'S LIKE HE IS MY BOYFRIEND ALREADY!!
Anyway, OMG. He is like 5 metres away from me!!! Awe Senpai, honestly, I just want to TOUCH YOU RITE NOW. But sadly, I can't do that. I have another thing to deal with.
Just recently I found out that this girl, no, I mean this bitch (hehe) named Sugu-chan, it seems like she likes Senpai. And then, I got this new feelings; it feels hot, but not the same way I feel hot for Senpai...then what is it? A day after I found out about this slut, someone called Info-chan texted me. I've heard rumours of this girl, about how no one really know her real identity, and that no one ever saw her, but she is still a student of our school. I didn't think she existed anyway. In the text she sent me, she told me something that made me go insane. She told me that Sugu-chan planned to confess to Senpai this Friday under the Sakura tree. They say that if you confess your love to your crush under that tree on Friday, your crush will love you-FOREVER. Today is Monday, so four days left... NO...WAY... AM I GONNA LET THAT BITCH HAVE THINGS HER WAY. And then again, this hot feeling in me, it began to get hotter and rage. Sugu-chan taught me a new feeling. JEALOUSY. The way she blushes at Senpai, God, she makes me wanna puke in her mouth. And how she tries to act cute and shit in front of him, man she gives me cancer. Feels like I wanna fucking stab her. She can never have Senpai, SHE WILL NEVER HAVE SENPAI. SENPAI IS MY ONE AND ONLY.
SENPAI IS MINE.
