Life Is Amazing , When Your Different.

LOST

We all wonder what can we do with our life's that has been given to us ?

What is our purpose? Does our existence mean anything at all ?

Or are we just a shadow roaming the earth ?

All this thoughts hunted me , from inside and out.

I always wondering what I am striving to achieve.

I am doing it right now at this very moment,

as I type away all the thought over flowing,

trying to catch it by typing it all down,

catch it all like a cup , that will never be full.

-irane-

THE VOICE OF MY THOUGHT'S

I heard my phone buzzing and vibrating , as I see your face on my phone screen,

as a notification with you replying to my whatsapp text that I've sent hours ago .

Saying you we're sorry like every other time , like I mean something to your life.

But no . I'm just someone that you talked with everyday , more like a routine nothing more.

I wonder , are you truthfully willing to stay by heart or just keeping the routine with no miss .

Because I know I am . I've stayed because of the memories of you.

Back in the days where every time you smile or laugh ,

my face lights up as I felt a kind of pleasure that I can't explain.

I remembered laying by your side on my bed ,

watching Youtube about a cat.

As we laughed together in each other's embrace.

You we're so close , close enough to smell your hair,

close enough to stare at your face , observing every little change.

Those are the memories that I could never forget,

the one's that tied me to you like a lock on my gate.

The key being lost in sea . Never be found.

No escape for me and my heart.

As my heart being cut by knifes,

seeing you holding someone's else in your heart,

the piece of me slowly fade's away,

I am a memory that still wanted to stay.

-Irane-