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Chapter 4 (Original POV)
I watched as Caleb walked away. His long brown hair didn't seem as shiny, his green eyes didn't seem as mystifying and his body just didn't seem as amazing as I remembered. What was he thinking. Does he think he can just waltz up here, say he's sorry, and that I'll just jump into his arms lovingly?!! Hell no! I'm still scraping the remains of my heart of the road!
Ugghhh, tomorrows Monday. I have to go to school. It's going to be torture! I have no friends and Caleb is in 3 of my classes. I'm the weird one at my school, everyone makes fun of me. Nobody has ever seen my eyes, well except Caleb, but that was an accident. I never do anything to my hair except brush it and I wear baggy clothes. I don't want people to like me because I'm beautiful on the outside I want them to like me for me. I tried to fly under the radar because I didn't want any drama, but it looks like it's a lost cause. Oh well, maybe I can make a new friend at school tomorrow...
... Another day at Seaport High School. My high school is pretty cool. We have cliques but it's not as bad as other schools. Pretty much everybody at this school can model, I'm one of the few "weird and ugly" kids at this school. Everybody makes fun of me it's like their pastime or something. I walk past the field of laughing and shrieking teenagers with a sad face, and a whole bunch of gut-wrenching pain. Me and Caleb were out there every single day talking to each other having fun, it seems so weird, my whole world is upside down and inside out. I walked to the library, ignoring the tears threatening to spill over.
I love to read. It takes to a different world than the one I'm in. It lets me escape, but if only for a moment. Right now I'm reading Diary of Anne Frank. It makes me think about my life and see how easy I have it.
BBRRIINNGG!!!
I sighed. Looks like its time for a torturous day of school full of Caleb, teasing, and a broken heart to make it a little more interesting. I headed towards my first period, Art, Mrs. Smith. I was the first one in and I sat all the way in the back. I don't have this class with him and for once I'm glad about it. The late bell rang and the teacher swept in with a petite blond haired girl behind her. I looked closer and saw her sparkling green eyes and her small pouty lips. She took in the classroom and then spoke in a sing-songy voice "Hello everybody, I'm Ezmerelda Johnson, I just moved here with my brother from Michigan." The teacher cleared her throat loudly and said "Thank you Ezmerelda you can go and take a seat by Azure, Azure raise your hand" I raised my hand, and she slowly walked to the back of the classroom and took a seat next to me. She seams nice but what if she one of the bitch squad? Maybe she'll become friends with other peple and shun me? oh well, I'll just have too wait it out and see
