I want Carter back, but he doesn't want me. Why did i have to screw up my life it perfect how it was before this summer. Carter and I walking a long the beach throwing bread at the Seagulls. Carter told me he loved me before that night, but i had to mess it up. I never said it back because Loved someone else. I did for awhile, and he loved me back. I never had the courage to break up with carter because we have so much to together. I thought what if i mess it up with carter and the other one.
