obsessed with you : kl

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She wasn't at therapy last night. I'm not too sure why, but apparently it was the first time she hadn't turned up.

Had I done something?

The week I had off school has ended, and school starts again today, I'm looking forward to it, get my mind off things.

I've had to turn down three hot girls in the past week already, and if that isn't messed up, I don't know what is.

I'm not really happy that Sara - the girl I've been trying to get for a while was one of them. Dean insisted I did the right thing I had no physical contact with her, and 'sexting' was okay. I don't 'sext', what's the fun in that? There isn't any fun in that.

So now Sara hates me because I told her to go away, and I hate myself for listening to Dean, but cool, whatever, when this therapy ends I can explain everything, and hopefully she'll let me fuck her.

Some people, such as my mom, thinks I'm a disgrace to teenage boys, it's funny because mom doesn't know how we all act these days, nobody wants to settle down with one girl whilst still in school, that's way too much hard work, so just messing with a different girl every now and then is better, for now.

It's weird that while I'm messing all these girls around, they don't care, or come back for more, it's like they get me. It's amazing actually, life's great. I was ready waiting for Sam and Clarke to come to my house so I could drive them to school, we decided to leave earlier so we could go to McDonald's breakfast, I could do with a hash brown right now.

I was searching through a boy name Ashley's Facebook friends, to see if I could find the mystery girl, she didn't seem to get out of my head, I wasnt even having sexual thoughts either, I just wanted to see her pretty face again, I wanted to see the smile on her face again. I'm crazy, and I can't help it, I've never thought about a girl like this before, and like I said, I can't help it.

Like, where is she right now, why didn't she turn up to therapy last night, why didn't she say Thank you, or Goodbye when I dropped her a few streets away from her house - she insisted of course, I was forbidden to see where she lived, she claimed only her and her friend knew where they lived, who's her friend? What school does she attend? She was right, she was a mystery.

When we drove round together, she only answered questions about me, not one about herself, it made me wonder if she was severely insecure, or maybe she wants to stick being a mystery, does anybody know her name? I couldn't get her out of my head, and I was being a creep.

Sam and Clarke turned up 10 minutes late, but I didn't really notice anyway, too busy locked in my thoughts. I drove us to McDonald's and didn't really have enough time to sit inside, and my bit of grey scrap metal was running out of gas, so I had to get gas as well as pick up Sean, so in order to not be late, I went through the drive thru.

"Everyone want the same as normal?" I asked, looking in the back, those dudes didn't go anywhere without each other. They nodded in sync, and I gave them a weak smile, and they continued their conversation.

I ordered the breakfast, but the coffee machine wasn't working, I have a feeling Clarke isn't going to be happy without his coffee, but he has no choice.

"Hey, Clarke the coffee machine isn't working, what's your plan B?"

"Hot Chocolate." Sam and Clarke both said together, then high fived for their 'Twin Telepathy'  I ordered his Hot Chocolate, and drove to the next window.

What are the chances, that the person on the next window was her. She looked shocked to see me, and pulled her hat down lower, and didn't really speak to me.

"Hey, what are you doing here, Brownie?" she whispered.

"Getting food, why else would I be here?" I forgot to whisper back, and caught Sam and Clarke's attention now.

"Here's your food, enjoy your meal." and she shut the window without me paying, I stayed there for a second, with the money in my hand but she wouldn't open the window. I had no idea what was going on, and I was already late for picking Sean up.

I'm going to be in shit with Sean, and probably the police because I didn't pay.

I just wanted to get to school on time, fuck sake.

gonna be honest here and say my friend wrote this say thanks to her :)