The Love That Kills | Z.M | (On Hold)

Chapter XIII

Nicole's P.O.V.

As Zayn gets closer to me, I notice a giant bruise on his side. Did Erik give him that? Now that I've seen it I want to care for him. What the hell is going on with me? Am I beginning to care for someone? For Zayn? His bruise reminds me of my injury on my side as well. I've forgotten about it ever since I saw it this morning. Zayn has made me forget about it.

"Ready?" He snaps me out of my thoughts. My teeth find my bottom lip and I nod. He reaches over to his side of the bed and grabs a small package from the drawer of the small bedside table. How long were those there? He rips it open with his teeth then reaches down to pull his boxers down. I jump up and interrupt him.

"Can I?" I ask a little nervous. He looks surprised, but nods his head. My digits make it to the top of his boxers when I notice how big his erection is. Shit. I never felt it on me when we were kissing. How could I not feel that? I continue to pull them down and when they are completely off, he is fully exposed. I hear a very small moan escape Zayn's lips as I casually glide my index finger lightly along him while I lay back down.

"Tease..." He groans as he slides the condom over him. He places his hands on my hips and he quickly slides my panties down.

"Damn..." He speaks loud to himself and I almost feel insecure. His hands go back to my hips for him to position himself.

"Re-"

"Zayn! Yes!" I interrupted. I need him now.

Next thing I know he is pushing himself in and out of me. He leans down and begins to kiss my neck while fondling my chest. He finds my sweet spot again and I let out a breathy moan. Every time he thrusts in me I hide my moan. He makes me feel so good, I don't want this to end at all! My hands find his biceps as he continues to thrust. I squeeze his arm as he moans some more. I feel his muscles contracting and that turns me on even more.

"Nic-cole... you feel so..." He moaned out. I wrap my legs around his waist and he begins to slams into me. I groan out in pleasure as he does it some more.

"Mmmm Zayn.... there." Is all I can manage to get out.

"Fu-u-ck." Zayn groan as I move my hips to meet his.

"Zayn I-I'm c-c-clo-"

"Go ahead baby." He breaths. His thrusts get sloppier, he must be close too.

As I reach my high I scream his name along with multiple profanities. Zayn comes right after me and he lets out a deep moan along with my name and one or two profanities. He collapses on top of me as we both try to catch our breath. After a couples minutes of no sound other than our breathing he rolls off of me onto his back. He takes the condom off and puts it back in the wrapper.

Me? I'm laying down awkwardly because I don't know what to do or say. I can feel Zayn's eyes on me, he probably doesn't know what to do either. C'mon Nic do something! I turn to look at him and my eyes are caught in his. I cough to break the silence.

"Umm.... that was..." I trail off as I notice that I'm making it more awkward. My head falls into the rumbled sheets in embarrassment. I hear a slight giggle from him and look back up.

"Yea," He sighs. I smile and he leans in. I panic, but am relieved when his lips lightly touch mine. My lips move with his, but he pulls back. I give him a confused look and he just laughs.

"What?" I ask even more embarrassed. Did he pull away because I kiss weird? Ahh! I need to stop worrying.

"You." He says.

"Me? What did I do?" I ask a little nervous of his answer.

"You're just so beautiful and funny and..." He shakes his head and looks away. I let out a muffled laugh as his eyes meet mine again.

"I could go on, you know." He smiled.

"Really?" I ask.

"Yea." He says.

"Thanks." I smile and feel my cheeks warm.

"Well that settles it." Zayn blurts out of no where.

"Settles what?" I ask with a chuckle.

"Our neighbors.." I give him a look for him to continue. "They know who I am now." He says. Zayn is always confusing me. Yet again I give him another confused look and he laughs.

"Well you screamed so loud when-"

"Woah! Okay! Stop right there!" I yell over him and throw a pillow at him. He laughs and throws it back at me. For once I feel free. For once I'm actually happy and not worrying about anything. You love him. My subconscious tells me, but I smack her away.

I barely know Zayn. I can't love him, can I? No, Nic you two can only be partners, if you're a... thing there will be problems. I tell myself. I'm so confused and the confusion is producing a headache from over thinking this shit. I need to stop!

"Well I'm tired so I think I'm going to go to bed." I say. He nods and I get up to put my panties and bra back on. I can feel his eyes on me yet again as he pulls his boxers on, but I don't feel insecure. Once I get back to the bed I lay down with my back to him. The lights are already out and right before I close my eyes I feel something wrap around my waist. When I look down I see a familiar arm around my waist. I usually don't like it when people touch me in certain places and my waist is one of them. But for some reason since it's Zayn's arm it doesn't bother me. Thank god my injury is on my other side or else he would remove his arm himself once he heard me wince, and I don't want that at all!

I lay my head back down with a smile. Zayn has something that controls me and changes me, but I actually like the changes. They're good changes that only he has seen. No one has ever had anything even close to control over me. Only him. He's... different and I like that. As I'm thinking of Zayn and how my name sounded coming out of his mouth, they way his muscles contracted with every thrust, and they way his lips felt on mine, my eye lids get heavy and the next thing I know I'm fast asleep in Zayn's arms.

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It's morning and I need to get dressed. I grab the sheets to cover myself up and try to stand up, but fail as Zayn pulls the sheets back.

"Zayn! Let go, I need to go get dressed!" I beg, half laugh.

"No it's cold and I need the blanket. Just go get dressed without it." He states. My eyes roll to the back of my head and I give him a 'what the hell' look. He just smiles and grips the blanket harder. If Zayn and I do end up together we are going to have some differences right off the back. He likes to play little tricks on me and I don't like it. Then again, I'd probably play tricks on him too so we might work out.

Why am I even thinking of a future with Zayn?! I just need to focus on the assignment and he does too. My fingers dig deep into the soft material and I yank the sheet away from him successfully.

Once I make it to my closet I pick out my outfit for the day and change in the bathroom. Before I change I look at my phone that I brought in here with me. I check the weather and it says its going to be pretty warm. So I'm glad I grabbed a dress that was hooked onto my intended outfit for the day. I slip the black and mint green dress on and zip it up. The lace at the top looks really good on this dress. I feel kind of weird wearing dresses because I don't always feel confident, but there's something that is making me feel confident and I think I know what/ who it is.

Zayn.

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HOLA! Hope you liked this chapter! On the side is a picture of the dress Nicole is wearing!!! Who thinks it's cute? I DO!

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