gonna share something with yall about my break up a month ago but completely over him though (:
A month ago I was in love and was happy yanno how ya be when you in love all happy and feel like you on top of the world lmao . It was a bad break up but what I can say it brough someone who supports me, loves me, my flaws, respects me, understands and has my back and keeps it 💯✔✊ . Not many people out their like that . I was a mess , I was hurt felt betrayed and all that bad stuff. I was angry and sorta hated him but I couldn't at the same time. We started as best friends and worked our way into something more , then ofc had a beautiful baby girl ❤ . He was their and I remember being so scared but he kept me calm I was happy .... Then a big tragedy In my life happened and it caused me to be distant from people I cared about but at the time I couldn't explain the way I felt because it was something personal and something that hurted... Not good with expressing myself so I went off for a few and came back...... The guy I loved was now loving someone else like I never meant anything to him and our daughter was tooken out of my life and I missed everything about her :/ and hate myself at times cause I feel like I failed her as a mother. Anyway yeah but what brought something good out of it is this guy who means so much to me and absolutely perfect and I love him cause he's help me through this break up and has kept me going ✊ he's the only one that I can say that truly cared for me and It means alot .
that was my break up ✊✌
p.s I have non existing feelings for the guy I used to love ✌ happy for him
goodnight
