I feel empty . Like I'm running on artificial happiness, now I'm just waiting for it to wear off. Once you realized you are something that no one really wants or cares about, you fade away, you fade without any intention of it. Your fears become reality and your dreams become dust that just sits there to mock you. Once you become used to that feeling. The feeling of pain and abandonment, you become numb. Like I have. You would literally be able to jump off a cliff with out feeling pain, fears, or excitement but rather emptiness and heartbreak. Very few people know how terrifying it is when the person you love, the person that used to love you. Looks at you like you're not a person, that you remain to be nothing and no one to them. It makes sense though, Because when you become like this, a little part of you becomes less humane.
We're all insane, but some of us find out faster than others.
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Path of Insanity
Non-FictionAnd in her head grew a list of things she'd done wrong, names she'd be called, and mistakes she'd made. Slowly these are the things she became.
