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From 'My Green Eyed Goddess 💚❤️'
I don't think I'm going to be able to make it tonight baby, I'm so sorry. 😘😘❤️
This is the third night in a row my girlfriend has not been able to make it home because of her 'job'.
I say it like that because she's been at the studio with the girls since seven this morning and now it's ten at night. I could be wrong but something doesn't seem right. What if she's cheating on me?
No, she wouldn't do that. Would she?
To 'My Green Eyed Goddess 💚❤️'
Sure.
I reply with a simple blunt text before a few tears start to roll down my cheeks.
She deserves better than me. Someone not as clingy. Someone who doesn't get upset over stupid things like this.
💚Lauren's PoV💚
"You alright Lo?" Camila asks snapping me out of the trance I was in.
"Fine." I weakly smile back. Camila takes my hand pulling me up from the sofa.
"Girls, me and Lauren are just going to the bathroom we'll be right back." A mixture of 'okay' s are sent back in reply.
"So what's wrong?"
"I need to go and see Y/N this is the third night in a row I've cancelled on her. What if she thinks I'm cheating?!" I tell Camila everything as she's the only one who knows about Y/N.
"Go see her Lauren, like now. I'll cover for you." I smile and stand up to hug her tightly.
"Thank you Camila."
"But, you have to let me meet her soon." She giggles mischievously.
"I will soon, see you later Camz thanks again!" I smile pulling away from my best friends embrace.
💚Your PoV💚
An hour after Lauren texted me and I'm now one hundred percent sure that she definitely can't make it.
She wouldn't still be at the studio at this stupid time.
She could be out getting drunk .
Or with someone else.
I decide to check her Twitter to see if she's posted anything.
@ LaurenJauregui
Just met this beautiful girl, I love meeting new people 😉😌💞
*picture of Lauren with attractive girl*
Frustrated I throw my phone across to the other side of the living room and curl up in a ball with my head in between my knees.
"I'm so sorry I'm extremely late. The recording and writing took so long and then- " Lauren stops as she sees my fragile frame curled up on the couch.
"Y/N."
"What?" I rasp out rather harshly.
"What's wrong baby?" She sits down and wraps her arms around my waist before lying down with me in between her legs.
"Nothing." I lie.
"You think I was cheating on you?" Lauren asks randomly. I nod my head letting tears fall. "I would never baby okay, your all I need. I would never deliberately hurt you I promise."
"I'm sorry for thinking that. I was just scared."
"I understand and you don't need to be okay." She reassures me .
"Will you stay tonight?" I ask weekly.
"Yes Y/N and I'll be here when you wake I'm taking some time off to spend with you." I turn around and straddle her waist before gently connecting our lips.
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I've not been doing to well I'm sorry
