how much I wish I can just get you out of my mind. it's not as easy as just avoiding you in every way. if I do so, you might get out of my sight but you will always there haunting me in my mind. tell me, what had you done to me ?
maybe I should just embrace this feeling and just accept you as my crush but will it change anything ? I'm afraid this will just give me false hope.
want to know something ? you are always there in my mind during night and day. everything that I do reminds me of you. sometime you make me smile and even laugh by myself but sometime only God knows how much I need to kick you out off my head.
I wish I can have you, always there with me. we can always spend our time together and you will accept me in the way I am.
I'm tired of having this feeling towards you. I'm tired of trying to look good so you can feel my presence. I'm tired of feeling jealous of things I shouldn't be jealous of. I'm tired of chasing you.
please, i'm tired of everything.
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Poetrywords from a quiet guy to share with the world. not a professional writer, just some late night thoughts.
