Requested by kittenpaws14
Song is How To Save A Life by The Fray
No One's P.o.V
Sky, a neko boy crying his eyes out on his bed. It has been a month since his only friend committed suicide. He replayed to moment when he knew something was up and tried to help y/n.
Step one, you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
He called you up. You walked over to his home and he said take a seat. You nodded knowing something was up. You wondered why you.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
He asked you what was up. You denied it saying you ere okay when you knew you weren't. He kept pushing saying he can help. That he knew best. You kept saying you were fine trying not to tell him. He tried to make you slip up but it wasn't working. He was silently praying in his head hoping you'd tell him.
Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
Pray to God, he hears you
And I pray to God, he hears you
He kept trying and trying not giving up. You both stood up still arguing about it.
And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
You started to shout at him. He started to back down and you sighed looking down. You started t wonder why you been came to his home in the first place. Was it because you were lonely? Or he's been with you so long.
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
You said your bye's to him knowing it would be your last as you walked out of his home. Sky then sat down on his couch and curled in a ball his ears laying flat on his head and tail laying limp.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Back to the present. Sky never came out of his home. He knew he should've tried harder. He sat up and stood up putting on a black hoodie and dark jeans. He threw on random shoes, walked out and started his way towards the graveyard.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
He walked in the grave yard and walked over to a grave. A grave with (f/c) flowers. HE sat down by it and started crying again. "Why! Why didn't you let me help you!" he cried out sobbing.
How to save a life
How to save a life
He kept crying curled in a ball hugging his knees. He slowly stopped crying and it turned into choked sobs and sharp breaths.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
He sat up and looked up at the sky and said "I.... I don't know how to save a life" as a few stray tears slipped down his red cheeks.
How to save a life
A/N
Well then! Hmmm not sure i made anyone cry with this but i tried! not really. Just tought this song would go good with this story! Yes yes i know i know.... Im mean. XD Anyway ill update as much as i can with school still being a little b*tch.
Im Color and School Sucks!
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Youtuber's X Reader (DISCONTINUED)
FanficThis book is discontinued for now. But I encourage you to still read some of the chapters before this happened, as I personally think those are my best.
