OH MY GOD!! IM ALIVE!! I know.. I have been so busy with school and holidays and.. Yeah. So, I've been literally fangirling on tronnor yesterday. How are they both in Sweden together??!? Oh btw less than 4 weeks till CHRISTMAS! My phone automatically autocorrected Christmas in all caps. 🎄 also my best friends JUST moved to Michigan. And I'm still depressed about it. But I have to get over it. They are coming back in June. (Thank god)
(Connor's POV)
I've started feeling tingly whenever I'm around Troye. And it's kinda a bad thing because I kiss him and what not. (That could be taken one of two ways) but like we have confirmed we're dating. I wish we would honestly.
We arrived at the store and we didn't even know why we were there for. I guess to look at random things or buy stuff I guess. One thing about being in public together now with the whole "tronnor" thing going around. Is we couldn't be all cutesy and ish.
Troye automatically went through random things in the front room. I was looking around when I felt arms around my waist. And I squealed like a little girl. "TROYE!!"
I heard giggling behind me. "You are so mean Troye, you scared me, my god."
He let go of me and then realized that we are still in public. So someone could see us and spread it on the Internet. He facial expression was so cute/terrified at the same time. Which was hilarious.
We didn't end up buying anything. I guess we just wanted to get out of the hotel. Playlist still hasn't started yet. We got back in the taxi. I started falling asleep.
(Troye's POV)
I felt weight shift on my shoulder. I looked over and he was sleeping on my shoulder. I giggled. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and took a picture. He squirmed hearing the snapshot go off. When we got back to the hotel I had to wake Connor up. "Connor.." "Connor!!" "Huh??" "Get up" "oh" he sat up and slowly started getting out of the car.
While he was getting up I noticed something on his arm, but ignored it thinking it was just apart of his sweater.
When we got inside the hotel room.. (Well, mine) he collapsed on my unmade bed. I heard faint snores coming from him as I walked over. "Connor?" "Hmm?" "Let me see your arm." "Why?" "Just let me see" "uhh."
"You trust me right??" "Yeah" i grabbed Connors arm. And he winced. I immediately knew what happened. "Connor, do you cut yourself??" "Uhh." Then there was tears. Why did I bother asking him. I feel horrible now. "Hey don't cry. Everything is going to be alright." I grabbed his arm softer this time so I didn't hurt him. Some were a lot newer than I thought apparently. As I pulled down his sleeve he winced. "Oh my gosh. That's horrible." "This is why I hid it from you." "What do you mean?" (WHAT DO YOU MEAN OOOHHH WHEN YOU NOD YOUR HEAD YES BUT YOU WANNA SAY NO) "I knew you would think I was weird when you found out I cut myself" " I don't think you're weird. You just seem so happy I didn't think you would-" "no. I hide the fact I'm depressed."
