Heart Broken

chapter 9

All I feel is everyone's eyes on me as I leave the cafeteria.

I grab my things and run the the bathroom and close the door and lock it.

I slide down the door and start to have a panic attack, or at least I think it is.

More than a million thoughts are going through my head right now.

I try to control my breathing but can't and just burst out into tears. I know what this is

Its me breaking, I told myself I wouldn't let Austin or anyone take me down. I'm stronger than this. Im stronger than all those stupid boys think I am.

Gosh, I'm sure everyone is making fun of me. The girl who dumped her food on the most popular guy in school.

It takes me a minutes but I finally control my breathing, I get up and clean my face up. Put a smile on my face and leave the bathroom. Once I'm out, I decide to act like nothing happened. I go to class as normal, then at the end of the day I get into my truck and think maybe I should have a little fun for once. Take my hair down from its bun, roll the windows down and just drive. Dont even think about the house or clothes. Maybe I should just drive until there is no road left. Drive until I run out of gas like all those stories go that seem almost impossible for me to do. I'm fading, I know I am. I need to get away. I need to be free and be my own person. Never look back like my father always told me when I was younger. It just slows you down and waste your time. I can almost hear him say it now, so I do what almost seems impossible for me to do.

I let go and have some fun.

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I drive around, take random roads until I'm officially lost. So I just drive some more, until when I just think about going back because its late

My truck hits something and I get a flat tire.

That's just my luck.

I pull over and get out of the truck. I look at the tire and realize I have no idea how to fix one. So I do what most girls would do in something like this... I decide to call someone.

But who?

I scroll through my contacts and realize the only person I can really call is the one and only peter.
So I give his phone a ring and pray to god he won't find this at all weird I'm calling him so late or even calling him
He answers after the first ring and sounds tired. I feel a little smirk come on my face as I hear his voice and soon snap out of it and ask for a ride. Like the gentleman he is he agrees, I tell him where I am and he says he will be there soon.

So I just hop back into my car. lock the doors, and wait for peter to come to my rescue

Then i start to think about it

Maybe it will give us a chance to talk more? What will I even say to him?

I start to have second thoughts and start to call him but realize

Its either him, or stay here for a night in the middle of no where. And I'm not doing that, so of course I wait.

So much for a nice get away weekend by myself.

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I have no idea how long it took peter to come and get me. But it felt like forever.

Once he finds me he calls someone I'm assuming is a uncle or friend and then he drives me home. It takes a while so we get some food and keep going.

While were in the car I try to make conversation.

"Thanks peter" I mumble quietly in a whisper I hadn't thought he heard.

"Thanks? For what?"

"You came all the way out here to pick me up"

"Well yah, of course I would because I l- uh, because I know your super lonely at home and I Pitty you. Plus you had a bad day"

"Did you just say you pitty me? Why in the hell would you of all people Pitty me? You don't even know me! You know what, stop the damn car! I'll find a ride somewhere else! Or maybe I'll die out in the middle of nowhere!"

He stops the car, I got out and slam the door. Then I sit on the ground and pout like a 5 year old. Then he gets out and stands in front if me with his hands out telling me to stand up so I do.

Our faces are inches apart and I'm so mad, so I start screaming at him.

"Why are you so nice to me! What the hell is wrong with you! One minute you Pitty me then next your all buddy buddy with me! You make no d-"

But, I'm cut off by the one and only Peter, kissing me.

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I smell a actually pretty good chapter/update whatever. Its actually pretty long. I'm actually kinda proud of myself. I'll have to come back and edit it... I don't have any middle or last names for any of my characters so I'll try to think if those and tell you in the next update. Sorry it is extremely late... Yes I know. But i have a life and I'm most of the time busy with it and being crazy. So until then, eat more pizza... And have a nice day.