A Tsundere Girl And A Bad Boy's Love Story

A Sad Truth

A Tsundere Girl And A Bad Boy

Chapter 3

A Sad Truth

We already finished our first music , the club member agree with the song that Yoshida and I made. The lyrics are beautiful and the melody is perfect combination for the lyrics. Then they tease me and Yoshida
"What a great combination, maybe the two of you will become a great combination too" Marika said
"wha?" Yoshida shocked
"that's true Marika, they will be a great pairing right?" Yuuko said
"hmm, we think so too" Yuuta-san and Satoshi said
"Geez stop it, i don't want to be with this idiot boy" I said
I don't know if my words will hurt Yoshida , actually that's just a joke, but Yoshida gets angry when he heard my words
"Sorry , gotta go now" Yoshida said while leaving the club room
After he left , the other said that the words that I chose to talk to him are too painful, but what can I do? I don't know he will get mad after I said it
"hey I don't know something like this will happen, why are you all making me become the one who is bad?" I asked
"but that's too painful Megumi, you can't say something like that to Yoshida" Marika said
"yeah ... beside he never act like that before when you hadn't came" Yuuko said
Okay so I am shocked when I heard Yuuko said something like that, it felt like they hate me
"oh fine, so that's the truth huh? You all don't like me becoming this club member, fine, I'll leave if you want to , bye" I said then leave the room without any words, it makes me want to cry but I hold my tears, I don't want the other see my tears, Why? Because they are important people to me, i finally can trust them and then? They just hate me for a childish reason. In front of the train station, I see Yoshida is hanging out with some rude boy. Okay first I'm too scared to apologize, second, they all look so creepy, third, he stares at me ... okay I'm too scared to say hi so I ran away and go to the train, in all my way home I think of him because I'm scared, and suddenly .. someone touch my shoulder.
"hi" a boy said I turn back and see Yoshida there, I don't know how to reply
"what? Don't get too close to me, I hate you" I said ..
".. I just want to apologize you know, what's wrong?" he said
".. I'm scared, you are one of the rude boys that like to hang out in the train station right?"
'please leave me , I'm scared you know please' I said in my mind
"oh they? They are not my friends" he said
"what?" I asked
"yeah they are not my friends" he said while smiling to me
".... Sorry" I apologize
"no no no, you don't need to apologize" he said while laughing at me. I stared at him for a while and he said something that make me feel shocked
"hey why are you staring at me? Oh I know ! You like me right?" he teased me
"wh-what no! Of course not ! Idiot ! Just because I'm staring at you doesn't mean I like you idiot! " I said while hitting him and suddenly my throat felt painful, and I can't resist the pain anymore, Yoshida who is confused decided to take me to the nearest hospital
After the doctor treats me, he said that my throat is hurt badly, and I can't speak anymore, then he run to my room and see me
"Why don't you tell me at the first? YOU MUSN'T SING TOO MUCH RIGHT?" he shouted
I just smile at him and write something on the paper
"Sorry I'm so stupid"
Then I cried .. I want to sing but I can't .. he is confused because he doesn't know why singing is important to me
"hey don't cry" he said then he hugs me , I don't know why but it felt so warm, It makes me feel comfortable, it felt like .. my parents's hug ... it felt so warm and comfortable, as I remember that , I cried over and over. I don't want him to stop his hug, okay I have to admit it.

I love him, but the sad truth is I can't say "I love you" or his name again .. how pathetic

To be continued ...