Dear, Someone I don't know
Hi. You know when you get a bubble full of love, sacrifice, sweetness, kindness, lively .. and then it pops. The feeling when you lost everything you loved. Ya that's what I feel right now. Remember the times when it use to be you and me, believe me or not but I gave you all my love even though people kept telling me to keep at lest a piece just for me, but .. I couldn't do it because that's how much I loved you, I may sound corny but it's true.
To tell you the truth this is the first time I ever felt this way, it's when you know your alive but deep inside your dead. No life no happiness its just an empty vacuum. So this is what happens when you love to much huh? You have no idea how I deal with this, how I need to deal with the new scars everyday because it's slowly breaking me apart. You have no idea how I long for the warm hug . I might sound like a desperate freak, but this is what pain does. It makes me look stupid. But you have no idea how much I wanna see you eye to eye to see what you felt when it was done, because what I felt is more painful then death. This is what loving you got me to. And maybe now your there happy and free but I'm here hopeless. Don't ask me why I still love you even after the pain you caused me because I to have the same question I can't answer . Remember when I told you I'll go crazy when we're through well this is it I'm going crazy because I'm polluted with pain I can't stop. Maybe I feel this way because you showed me the happy side of being loved. I'm at the edge of what we use to have and I can't get myself to let go. Let me ask you a question what did i ever did to you that you gave up. You told me you would never give up on us no matter what happens. So now tell me a good reason why you gave up on that promise. You have no idea how I really wanna release the pain I feel but the tears are now dried up.
Love,
Someone you forgotten
