I don't love him

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He adores me

Writing, dedicating, penning all manner of sweet words and songs for me

But what he doesn't know is that I have no heart

He calls me up morning noon and night to see how I'm faring

I have never met him.

I do not want to meet him.

I do not want to feel his energy.

I feel sad cause I cannot give him what he so desires

I do not love him....even liking him is an effort

For my heart and emotions were stolen away by he who owns my heart

He sounds so excited when I pick his call...but I'm simply being courteous

For I have no heart to love another man

Why has my heart forsaken me? 

And yet I dearly love my children...but not another man

The thought of another hand touching me, caressing me ...is unimaginable

Though he left me for another...I still feel like I belong to him...it's crazy I know

I tried brushing him off when he returned, but he saw right through my pathetic veil

He knows I love him...he knows I'm loyal to him...he knows I'm waiting for him

Until then 'mi amore' I'm sorry but I cannot love you without a heart

Lord give me back my love or give me back my heart....alas! They are one and the same!



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