A different person everyday
Lived out through poems
And stories of random things
Subconscious things forgotten
Along with the rest of itself
Everyday a new day
Never lived quite in the same direction
This creature is not the same
On paper as it is in life
In life it's a sad being
Seen by some as happy
Seen by others as a monster
It just wants to do good
To leave the right impact
This monstrosity is me
This strange and disturbing thing
Is what I don't want to be
But that's not what is ever seen
It's never taken into account
Never considered
That every move
Has been a mistake
Under autopilot
Stuck on the wrong mode
Stuck on the wrong path
It's stuck so I am too
I can't wake up
Because I let that time pass
Now I just have to sleep
Until I'm awakened by
Something higher than myself
