Gotta Be You Trilogy (BoyXBoy/Yaoi)

Chasing Mitsuki: Prologue

I can hear his voice soaring, an eagle crying in pain as it flew away on its nest. I can differentiate his tone from last night. He was somewhat in agony. He was--

"Ryuuichiro." He whispered.

"Don't call me by my first name, Aikawa-san." I emphasized his surname. "You're not even worth my time. Out of my room." I silently growled.

His eyes widened, as the tears fell down his pools. Those irises I loved were brimming with waters as it cascaded down his cheeks. I could hear him sniff a bit. I lowered down my head, avoiding myself to watch a horrible sight. I can't bear to see him weeping for me. I can't do this to him. I love him so much I don't want to see him crying because of me. I must hurt him..for him to learn.

"Ichiro.." His whisper roared into the depths of my heart. I hate this feeling. The urge of embracing him ran down my system. My head automatically averted its direction to his. And by that time, he spoke of a word, the most dreadful word to my ears.

"Aishiteru."

"Fuzakena!" I growled. "I don't believe you, Mitsuki! We're just playing right? Whatever happened last night was just a play, a play we created out of nothing!" I grabbed his wrist and shouted at his face. "You don't know what you are saying, Mitsuki-san! You and me.."

What's wrong with me..?

"..will never.."

No. This isn't the truth

"..be lovers."

Don't believe me. I love you.

His pools widened, and after a few seconds, he chuckled like a kid. That felt like..a thousand shears cut my heart out.

"Yes, yes. You were right." He grinned. He wasn't the same Mitsuki I knew. He somewhat changed instantly. As he stood up and grabbed his clothes, he looked at me, with dead eyes.

"You'll regret this." He hissed. And the door closed, synchronizing with tears cascading my cheek.