Extra Love

"So, you've finally admitted that you are in love with me, Fiona Barber?" He just looked at me, and smirked.

For the very first time, the school hallway was extremely quiet, everyone was staring at us after we created the commotion.

I blushed but managed to pull a straight face. I stared at the floor, still thinking what to say. The other guys stared at me, with worried looks. I looked at them and mouthed, "Its alright." They sighed as the sign of relief, but they still had the worried expressions on their faces. Maybe, they still cared about me? They are like my brothers, always cheering me up, making me laugh, making me cry and accepting me for who I am. After all that I have done to them, they are still willing to befriend me?

I felt a tears forming, I shut my eyes tightly hoping it would stop it from coming out.

Don't cry now, Fio. Its not the right time to cry.

I caught a glimpse of him, his standing right in front of me, his tall muscular body, I remembered all the fun times we had, and never knew that he was the one all along. I felt like hugging him right now and apologizing to him for not realizing it sooner. Of course I don't dare to do it right now. I remembered how he used to be. I realized I was staring at him. He caught me staring. I blushed and looked away. I heared his faint chuckle, which makes him sounds adorable.

He chuckled and stepped closer to me, closer and closer. His angelic smile, I can't believe I agreed to do this for HIM I feel terrible. But if its for HIM I am willng to do anything. The whole school was just staring at us, speechless. I don't like where this is going. I know exactly what they are thinking. How could Fiona Barber, who goes by the name patato-head be with someone like him? Ashley was looking at me, as if she was about to charge at me anytime. But, I'm not afraid of her because Little-Miss-Perfect can't even hurt a fly.

The other guys never moved their worried eyes away from me, staring at me as if i'll be gone the moment he says "I love you too.". But the problem is, it just begun. IF he says that everything changes, his reputation will be on the line, I bet some people are even recording this right now. But, I can't help it! These are the things that must be done, sacrifices (That's what I'm doing right?), I had to tell him sooner or later, and i'm ready to be rejected. I won't cry or run away like all the girls in the movies, I'll just say, "Thanks for your time." and walk away. The next day , we'll be normal friends again, like always. See? I've already got this planned. IF I cried or ran away, I promised one of the guys that he will get to slap my face 1000 times. I'd be happy to see them laugh. At least.

He put his arms around my waist and whispered, "I don't care what they'll do, I just want to be with you." He pulled my body closer to his. His body was warmer than anything in the world. I felt so lucky to be friends with someone as awesome as he is. No one is better. I felt tears streaming down my cheek. I caught a glimpse of Ashley, she is in shock. Her mouth looks like a hippo, I really want to laugh right now, but I can't I've made a promise with HIM. I feel so sorry for this guy, he's my friend, and what have I done? These tears...Are the tears of sadness.

His face were just centimeters apart from mine, tears were slowly forming in his eyes. He whispered in my ear gently, "I've waited for so long." I can feel his warm breath in my ear, it made me tickle. He slowly pulled his head away from my ear and came closer to my face. At that very moment everything slows down, I saw HIM out of the corner of my eye. He looks at me and smiles, half-heartedly. That's right, I made a promise with him.  I closed my eyes wondering what will happen next. I don't want this.