Just A Game ( Chandler Riggs)

Chapter 12~ Why?

I sat their on my bed sighing staring at the bare walls in front of me.

I sat there and cried until Sam came in " Hey Bella you seen my..Bella are you crying" he came towards and me held me in his arms and cuddled me as I cry into him.

I then started laughing " I'm such an evil bitch, I'm just as bad as Chandler" I cried but with laughter and Sam just stared " I don't understand your with Jake aren't you?" he asked I shrugged.

" I'm just stupid and..." I was about to tell him about my cut but I didn't " and..." he asked " I don't know"

I replied thinking of my cut on my face " You shouldn't be with Chandler why though? he's a player and not good for you he's a waste of time" Sam stroked my hair.

" Well I know he isn't good and he is the player and he will always hurt me but no matter how bad he is It doesn't help the way I feel about him. I cried more.

he shook his head " See look at you, this is what he has done to you" Sam hugged me tightly I shook my head " No I did this to myself not Chandler" I cried more, Sam  then looked at me.

" Bella listen there Is more people with world then Chandler and I? where ass whole's as we will always be and that's us" I rubbed her eyes and he hugged me.

I smiled while digging my head into his shoulder " Now come on,  cheer up as much as I'm angry with you, I love you and your not my fake sister, you are  my sister" he said and I just giggled.

I tilted my head now crying with happy tears " And your now my brother" I chuckled then Sarah ruining the moment comes in with food in her hands "Hey kids, thought you might be hungry" she placed them on the bed.

" So I know, we haven't had much time together lately and you kids sure need to be loved at some point so where all going for a nice family meal and off out to a very expensive shop where they do the best selling clothes and jewellery and Sam your off with your dad after the meal"

We stared at her silently " But mom as much as I'd love hanging out with my best folks I have football practice" he smiled awkwardly trying to get out of it.

" I'd like to go, it could be fun right" they turned and faced me, Sarah had a big smile and Sam frowned at me " Thank you Bella for at least trying" she came over and sat next to me.

She grabbed my hands and then grabbed Sam's hands he sat beside her and began to cry and sniff.

" Mom are you okay" Sam stared up at me concerned " is it Dad" he asked she shook her head " I went to the hospital the other day and..." Me and Sam froze with tears in our eyes " Are you... okay?" I asked stupidly.

She smiled and wiped her eyes " Mom" Sam got worried " I have diagnosed with some sort of cancer" she cried and Sam burst into tears, I was in shock and just burst too.

" But we'll get through this together" she acted positive " You guy's should eat, I'll be out though" she got up and wiped our tears and walked out the bedroom.

 Me and Sam stared in horrified mode " My mom can't die" Sam stood up angrily " Sam she wont die, be positive, she'll get through" I cried.

" If I loose my mom I swear to god" he cried wiping his eyes, I stood up and walked towards him " Listen everything I going to be okay, your mom is going to be alright, we just need to stay strong for her and look after her" I reassured him.

He nodded and pulled me into a hug.

We smiled and got on with life....so far anyways;