Monsta x one shots

Dared kiss (Shownu)

Ok this was hell. Being in a new girl group, tiring but fun but being a leader and the endless nights of no sleep, it was killing me I'm gonna die I will no sleep for 4 day straight, only 5 songs done and only to make another part of a Dance then you'd be done until more practice.
"Why did I decide to audition any way?!" You exclaimed being dramatic.
" because you love what you do even if it kills you." You heard behind you but you didn't bother turning your head. The girls would stop by occasionally but only one guy would come by when you felt like quitting,
" hey Shownu please tell me you bring good news?"
" like?"
" I can stop now and take a break?!"
"Ani, but I bring food? That good?" He says sitting next to you.
"Food sounds nice but sleep sounds even better." You say grabbing a burger he brought you. You both were silent for a few moments that's what you loved about him he was just so nice and quiet. The kind of guy you like but you know that would never happen. 2 idols that are leaders and constantly work no stop it wouldn't work.
"(Y/n) I... I need to tell you something." He said looking down. You look up at the the ravin haired leader. He's looking at anything but myself and is blushing.
" what do you need to tell me?" I say tilting my head at him
"I...I oh screw it!" He leans at me quickly pressing his soft lips against my chapped ones. I was, blissful but as soon as I was just getting to enjoy it it ended. Still in shock you sat there as Shownu ran out. You touch your lips, 'he feels the same way......HE FEELS THE SAME WAY!!' You ran so fast and started searching for the shy leader. After 20 minutes of searching you still couldn't find him.  Then you remembered something that he told you
~flashback~
'(Y/n) if you really ever need to find me I'll be in the dance room(or what ever its called)'
~back to normal time~
You started running to their practice room you hesitated before entering what if he was dared or just kidding 'no he wouldn't do that' so with that you walked though but then stopped when you herd the boys.
"So did you kiss her if you didn't you know-"
"Yes I did I still feel bad for doing that to her" Shownu said guilty
"You should you asshole" you said you eyes filling with tears. All the boys turned to you shocked and guilty, but Shownu, someone you thought loved you, looked the most guilty. You ran out of there you didn't know we're you were going you just ran tears streaming down your face. You ended up on the rooftop. You say on a bench and started to cry harder.
'Why did he do this to me of all people?!' Just then the door opened but you didn't care who it was.
"(Y/n) please look at me." You knew it was Shownu. You didn't answer him you hated him you really did.
"(Y/n) please understand that-"
"That you don't like me you kissed me over a stupid dare and I was a stupid girl for falling for you." You say wiping your tears.
"No that's not the truth"
" then what is." You mutter still looking at the ground. But then you feel a presence next to you.
"I was dared because I was to scared to tell you by myself that I liked you and they said if I didn't confess or kiss you they would tell you that I did no that I do love you and honestly I thought that would be hard to hear from them and not myself." He lifts your chin softly "Honestly I could understand if you never want to talk to me ever again and I-" you cut him off by kissing him he's shocked at first but then melts into the kiss. After air called several times you broke away.
" you talk to much sometimes."
"So you don't hate me?" He asked confused
" I was angry because i thought you were just playing with my emotions so I was angry but I have one question." He smiled and nodded " do you really love me?" He smiled so hard that you could see his eyes shrink.
"With all my heart. Now I have a question, will you go out with me?" He said in a hopeful voice. You simply smiled and said
"Hell yeah!!" You then hugged him hard he hugged back. You could feel tears but they weren't from sadness, they were happy. 'Best day ever'