From me, to you.

Letter 1

Dante,

It's been two weeks since you left out of the blue, you left with no reason or clue. I've been missing you like crazy and to be honest I never knew it would hurt this much! I tried to ignore the feeling I got after you left, it was a bad feeling it was a feeling telling me that you weren't coming back, that you didn't want to be here anymore. Here with me. But stupid me ignored that feeling and told myself that you're coming back that you just needed a break, time to yourself. But as each day goes by I lose a little bit of hope, that hope is what's kept me going since you left me. But soon enough I won't have any hope left, you know my past you know that I don't wait for people, so once my hope is gone I'm not waiting for you. I'm not wasting my time.

You are my love. I've loved you since the day I laid my eyes on you in the super market, that was why I came back every day, I came back to see you! That first time I saw you, you looked so sad, you looked like you didn't want to be working, that's why I walked up you and asked for your help. I wanted to talk to you and see a smile on your face, I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to feel something that I didn't feel. Ever since that first conversation I've fallen for you more and more and more every day.

You are my life. You took up all my time, I'm not complaining. You kept my mind off life, off all my problems, you kept my mind on all the right things, things like keeping myself alive, healthy, and happy, I can't thank you enough for keeping me distracted, if you didn't do it then I don't know who would've, that's if anyone would want to. You were my distraction and I was yours.

You are the reason I live. You kept positive when I was negative, you pushed me to keep going, had a reason for everything. You were always so positive and you wanted the best for me, you wanted my full potential, and that's what I gave you, I gave you my all.

You helped me. You helped me run, hide, and stop, you helped me calm down, and realize who I was and what I was doing. You always found the best in me even when I was at my lowest. I don't really know if I helped you any ways, but you for sure helped me.

You knew me. You knew who I was, you understood me, you knew what I was going through because you had a past like my present. You were also extremely good at hiding things. Obviously you're hiding something now. Why would you just leave for no reason? You always tended to do that. When you didn't know how to tell me what was going on, or you were scarred you would just disappear, usually you would come back after 3-5 days, but this time it wasn't, when it got past the 7 day mark I got worried.

You were my friend, my only friend. I love you.

You left me at this hell called school, the bullying started again, this time it's ten times worse the girls are talking about you, about how you left because you didn't love me. Did you really leave because you didn't love me anymore? They also tell me that you never loved me. Did you ever love me? 

Whore, slut, fat, ugly, stupid, skank few of the many words that have ruined me. The bullying has even become physical, not so much with the girls, but the guys. Every time I get my books from my locker they push me and step on my books. I can't do it. I can't handle them, it's getting out of control. By the time its over I'll be gone. I'll be gone from all the pain, the misery, the piece of shit life I live.

Please. Please. Please come back my mum's getting worse, it's so bad I don't even want to go home. She's a drunk, abusive, drug addict who wouldn't give a fuck if I died. Every day I come home and she's waiting at the door to hurt me. Some days I don't even go home, I don't want to see her, I don't want to be near her, but I have to, I have no choice.

Your mum asks every day "have you seen Dante?" and every time I say "no" it kills me to think your mum is in so much pain. She misses you Dante, she misses you ALOT. Come home she needs you, your all she has. You're all she wants. She even asked me to stay over one night because she felt so lonely. Do you get this? Do you get the stress your causing you mum? Do you understand how sad we are? Your mum looks like a walking corpse, she really not good, she needs you and your help. Your mum is miserable, I'm miserable, we're miserable we need you, your smile, you laugh,

Your happiness...

Wait...

Was that why you ran away?

You not happy. You were to buy trying to make others happy that you forgot about keeping yourself happy? You always gave and we always took, we never gave back what you gave us, we would always walk away and say thank you. But thank you isn't enough 'thank you' are just two words that are always used. You felt used didn't you? You felt like you weren't important. Well you are you're the most important person in my life.

Dante please come back

I miss you... I miss us... Why are you doing this?

Please come back, please write back, I love you ...

Dante I love you very much. Please come home, your mum and I miss you. We miss you

I love you, Blake XX

A/N

This is my first book so please don't judge if there are any mistakes please tell me and I'll fix it. Thank you

-MACKENZIE XX