It was always like this... we'd fight, but soon after, we'd make up... that's what couples do right? But this time... it was different. But then again... I guess nothing lasts forever. But it was because of my one mistake that led to this war between us.
(Jimin's P.O.V)
*SMASH*
"SHUT UP! I HATE YOU! I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" She screamed and threw the beautifully crafted ceramic vase, she was the person whom I loved the most, someone who became so dear to me. The vase shattered, just like the love we once had for each other. But... why was she angry? Wasn't it her fault things turned out this way? Shouldn't I be the one mad at the girl who slept with another man? I watched her cry and push me. I held onto her hands and looked at her. Why are you doing this to me? Wasn't I enough? She continued to push me and proceeded to leave the house.
I fell down onto the ground, tears started coming out. I ran my hand helplessly through my hair. I grabbed it and started screaming. Everything around me was destroyed, I covered my face and continued to cry.
"I need you... I need you by my side (f/n)... so why. You don't know how much I need you. Come back please...."
It's been a few hours. I stood up and walked to my drawer. Inside it lay a photo of me and the woman I once loved. I took it and head to the bathroom. I sat in the tub, with my clothes still on and turned on the water. It slowly started to fill up the tub as I continued to stare at the photo. I took out a lighter and set the photo on fire. I watched the flames eat away the memories that I kept with her. I dropped the photo onto the bathroom floor and grabbed my hair in agony. I cried and cried. What's the point of living, when you don't have anyone to hold and be with? I closed my eyes, and slowly sunk into the overflowing tub.
(Your P.O.V)
I did... I went and made a big mistake. Something I shouldn't have done. Something I regret so much. I would anything to turn the hands on the clock, to reverse time. I'd do anything to be with him again. To laugh and cry. All those things are so precious to me. Yet I couldn't keep it in place. I didn't mean to sleep with someone else. I swear. But I had no idea what I was doing back in that club. My friends offered me a drink. And when I woke up. I was naked with someone I didn't even know. I ran and ran through the streets, my hair and face all messed up. I fell down onto my knees and grabbed my hair and screamed. I wanted to be with him, I want him to hold me securely in his arms I want to feel his soft gentle touch. I want it all back. I stood up and ran back to our house, I went in to find it all messy, Jimin wasn't there. I started to panic. What if he left? Then I heard the bath tub running, and splashes, as if the water was over flowing. My heart raced and I started to bolt up the stairs. I threw the bathroom door open, my eyes widened and I screamed. He was drowning in the tub. I ran up him and pulled him out of the water, his face was pale. I hurriedly took out my phone and clumsily dialled an ambulance. I pulled him out on the tub and set him on the floor. I held onto him and cried, I couldn't hold in my tears anymore. I held his face and tried shook him.
"Jimin... Jimin, please open your eyes... look at me please, Jimin..." I held onto his face and hugged him closely to my body. I was soaked as well, but that didn't matter. When the ambulance arrived they quickly did CPR and brought him into the van and proceed to connect stuff to him. I held onto his hand and cried. When we arrived at the hospital. He was rushed into the emergency room, I stood outside walking back and forth, bitting my nails. I kept looking and the door and wondered when the Doctors would come out.
Hours later the doctor came out.
"Are you Mr. Park's wife?" I froze and shook my head.
"N-no... I'm his friend... Is he alright?" I hesitantly said. The doctor nodded.
"I see, Yes he's in a stable condition now, luckily he was pulled out, otherwise.... He would've been dead. But he's resting now." I sighed in relief.
"Can...can I go and see him." I asked, he nodded and opened the door for me.
"Go ahead." I rushed in and ran to Jimin's side. He was on the bed sleeping. His face was less pale. Looking at him, made my heart break. Why am I even alive? I should just die... I've caused him this much pain, he didn't deserve this. I'm such a bad girl friend. I sat on the chair and held his hand with both of mine. I cried and moved his wet bangs to the side. He was freezing. I went to the drawers in the room and took out extra blankets and placed it on him.
"Jimin... Please wake up, I'm so sorry. You don't have to forgive me but please just wake up, I just want to see that you're okay, so please... Just once more..." I cried myself to sleep my head on the bed and my hands wrapped around his.
(Jimin's P.O.V)
"Jimin... Please wake up, I'm so sorry. You don't have to forgive me but please just wake up, I just want to see that you're okay, so please... Just once more..." That voice... It sounds so familiar... (f/n)? My hand, it feels warm. It must be (f/n), did she come back? I'm glad...
I opened my eyes to be met with the bright light and white ceiling. Where am I? Am I dead? I sat up and felt someone shift next to me. I turned and saw (f/n), she slowly sat up and rubbed her eyes.
"(f/n)?..." I called her and her head shot up. Her eyes beamed and she looked relieved.
"Jimin? Oh my god you're awake! Let me go call the doctor!" She quickly stood up but I stopped her, and pulled her into an embrace. I held onto her tightly and took in her scent.
"Jimin... stop..." I heard her soft sobbing and broke the embrace. I held her cheek as tears streamed down her face.
"Jimin, I'm so glad you're safe, but this is where we stop. I can't be with you anymore, knowing that I've caused you so much pain. So please... I don't deserve this..." She grabbed my hands and removed it from her cheeks. I quickly gripped her hand stopping her from leaving.
"(f/n)... Please don't say that... You can't do this to me. We can make things work right? So please just don't leave me... I need you." I pulled her in and held her tightly. She cried.
"Jimin... I... I also need you. I love you so much. I promise I didn't mean to sleep with someone else. Please forgive me. I'm so sorry." She held onto me tightly and sobbed. I ran my hand through her sift messy hair and hushed her.
"I love you so much too (f/n). I can't lose you. Thinking about it makes me want to die. So come back and don't ever leave." She lightly nodded. I pulled her off me and wiped her tears. I held her cheek and pulled her in for a gentle kiss.
