Finding That Somebody (Larry/Ziam/Jiall)

Chapter 1

Okay so last chapter I told you that this was my first fanfiction. Again, if this sucks, please don't be mean. But yeah...Hope you like it!!!

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*Niall's POV*

"Guys do you really have to always be making out?!?! It gets pretty fucking annoying after awhile!" Nobody even acknowledged that I was there.

Should I just quit the band? I mean nobody pays attention to me at all unless we are on stage or doing an interview. Off stage it's like there is only four members in the band. I don't like that.

Or maybe I should just kill myself. None of the fans like me. My own parents don't even like me. They hate me. They were never there for me when I got bullied at school. They are only here because I can give them money.

And it's not like I haven't tried before..

Yes, I, Niall James Horan have tried to kill myself. I have been going through depression ever since I was 10 years old when I got beat up and picked on in school. Despite all that has happened these past three years, which is the only thing that reminds me what happiness is really like, I am not a very happy person.

I am always at my flat.

Eating

Or cutting

Yes, it's true, I also have a cutting problem that I am very ashamed of.

But it's not like I have anybody to talk to about it. Because I don't.

I miss the old days when I was visible to the rest of the lads. But I'm invisible now. They are all in love that they can't take a minute to realize that I am still here and I am part of the band.

I miss my best friend.

But he's too in love to know that I am planning my death.

With a sigh, I leave the tour bus. I need to take a walk and get all the craziness of my life pushed to the side for a minute.

On my way out I see Paul.

"Hey Niall! Where are you going?" He asks. Pretending like he cares.

"Nowhere. Just need to take a walk. I'm sick of being a fifth wheel!"

He gives me a sympathetic smile and walks away.

Now I am walking down some sidewalk passing by a bunch of alley ways while eating an ice cream. I literally have nothing to do and nobody even looks at me or even knows who I am.

Somebody walks into me and I fall to the ground with a thud. "Hey watch where you are walking! Fuckin git!!" They didn't even turn around...

Wow

Nice to know somebody cares. I say sarcastically.

Ugh I am so sick of life.

When I walk by an alley way, I see a stray cat. It's grey and it has black stripes. I pick it up looking for a tag.

"Whats your name little one? Are you a boy or a girl?" I check to see if its a boy or a girl. "Yep...Definitely a boy!" I say awkwardly.

Since we aren't aloud to have pets on the tour bus, I feel bad leaving it. But I know that it's the right thing to do.

Now I start heading back to the tour bus. Again, nobody notices me. But it's not like I care anymore.

When I get there, thank god, Louis and Harry stopped making out. And Zayn and Liam did too!

I walk up to my bunk bed. Passing by my used to be best friend. He gives me a weird look.

"Hey Ni, it looks like something is bothering you. What's wrong?" Liam asks. I am taken aback. That's not a normal thing. Usually when any of the lads asks me a question it's about what I want for breakfast, lunch, or dinner.

"Nothin." I say nonchalantly. He notices I am lying but doesn't push it.

"Okay..Well we are gonna find a Nandos in LA. Paul heard there was one down the street!" He says with a smile.

I reply with a "Cool" and don't return the smile. His face drops and he nods his head and walks away.

Thank god.

Not that I have anything against Liam. But he totally left me, I was his best friend. And then he fell in love with Zayn and everything changed. He totally ignores me now. So fuck him!

Honestly, what just happened, is very unusual.

And I don't know why he even asked if I was okay...

I need saving. And I am gonna find somebody who can save me. And if they need saving too, I will do exactly that; Save them.

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So I know it's not that short and I know that it isn't that good. But I hoped you guys liked it. So why do you think Liam was asking him questions? What do you think happened when Niall went for a walk?

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