Opened up my heart to you,
Hoping that you'd see through,
Every hidden secret I disguised,
Hoping I didn't have to lie.
But things aren't always what they seem,
And people aren't always how they used to be.
And bonds can be broken,
Just spit out words like bullets,
And watch my heart open.
But it always seems to come back to me,
Maybe if I had done something differently,
Maybe you'd be right here next to me,
Instead, I'm sitting here waiting patiently.
Waiting for a sign to turn left or turn right.
Told me to turn right but that route has a red light,
So I turned left, but I left you behind.
Letting you patch up that silly little fight.
Opened up my heart to you,
But you never saw it through.
Every secret you disguised.
I told you not to run and hide.
But you love me right? Then love me right. Because it feels as though you love the sight.
In love with the way I hold you tight,
But not in love with all the little things I try and hide.
Not in love with the demons I try to fight.
Not in love with the way I say your name,
Not in love with the way I play your game.
But in love, oh so in love, with all the pain.
