In 7th grade everything had changed the school system everything...... Friendships were never the same. Bailey and Luke started dating as well as Charles and Chloe although she was happy for them she wanted to feel loved again. Ashton and Kristen also had a little thing going on so the boys that she liked that were open were Ethan and Toby but they wouldn't ever go for a girl like her she wasn't special in any way she was weird, ugly, and fat. Cordeallia still seemed to keep everyone off her track thinking she was this happy fun loving girl but she wasn't and her close friends knew that but some weren't as supportive when they found out. One day in English she had to do a paper on bullying and she was already having a bad day and was in no position to hide her feelings so she let it all out everything she had been fighting to keep a secret for the past 4 years was on a paper and it was too late to take it back. A couple weeks later cordeallias English teacher Mrs.Dalaney introduced her to a nice lady names Mrs. Fields who now was cordeallias first counselor who would be there to help her make good decisions and it helped and the year started looking up she got a boyfriend yes she finally got to be with one of the boys who's words she hung on. At the time she thought her relationship was great but looking back on it he never loved her,maybe there was a little crush there but he didn't love her but I. The moment Cordeallia and Toby had a great relationship. Cordeallias abandonment issues from her father made her super jealous of every girl that could catch the attention of any guy she cared about and that's probably what caused the wedge between the two but 7 days after their one month of dating Toby broke up with Cordeallia. Cordeallia tried to stay strong but after that day the unloved feeling came back and on top of everything Toby was being a complete jerk he was ignoring her telling her to fuck off and he never wanted to talk to her and when she tried to confide in her friends she was told that she broke him it was her fault which destroyed her. She believed them and each day after school she would go home and cry for hours because she took a happy boy who never stopped smiling and made him an ass it was her fault all her fault and that's when Charlotte realized what she was in for . You see a couple months earlier she had found out about Cordeallias self-harming and at first nobody believed her but after the whole Toby incident she thought cordeallia was going to kill herself and she was worried. Life went on like this for 3 months but cordeallia felt a little better she started dating Charles just to get dumped because he said it was "weird" giving her another fear, the fear of kissing somebody in fear that she would get broken up with because it was weird. Toby ignored her and she had that pain that she had lost her dear friend until the day before Toby's birthday so July 30 when the whole group went to the movies and she was afraid to face Toby for the first time in 3 months but when she did her and Toby started talking like they were never apart the laughs and memories they were back and they were friends again. Then in August during fair Charles wanted cordeallia back and despite the warning of Toby and others she went back out with him to get dumped after 3 days and be upset again . That night that she got dumped Kristen had dumped Ashton the day before and Ashton gave her hug after she was dumped and whispered sweet nothings into her ear and in that moment she fell for him only to be told he was inlove with Bailey who was dating luke for the second time so cordeallia gave up for a little while. Weeks later Ashton and cordeallia were flirting like mad and Cordeallia was pretty sure they were going to get together but then Kayla who was moving to a different school told Cordeallia that her and Ashton were dating and Cordeallia was pissed but also crushed. Then this chapter in her life ended because school was starting and it was a new year and a new chance .
