He's Agressive And I أحبها {BWWM} {Editing}

Flashback To Reality

She lacks confidence, she craves admiration insatiably. She lives on the reflections of herself in the eyes of others. She does not dare to be herself."
– Anais Nin

~Flashback, Trinity~

"Your only sixteen yet so beautiful." Derek was sitting at the table rubbing Trinity face gently. She was in school and eating lunch like she do everyday by herself. It's been six weeks since the last encounter with Derek and every since that day, at the bus stop he been stalking her.

"Thank you." She put her head down and blushed.

"You know...-" He pulled her chin up making her look at him. "You never been called beautiful by a man."

Trinity looked at him weird she's been called beautiful many times and she blush only because she doesn't know how true it is. "I've been called beautiful before. "My mother tells me everyday when she leaves for work."

"Is your mother a man?" Derek laughed and Trinity stuck her tongue out out to him.

"No but she loves me and tells me everyday! So therefore I have been called beautiful." Trinity giggled and ate some of her sandwich.

"Yeah is that right? How about touched by a man, have you ever been touched by a man?" His hand slid up her dress making her flinch back.

"No touching." She moved his hand. "No ones allowed to touch my no no place!" She drunk her orange juice and was going to get up and throw it away when a couple of mean girls came up to the table.

"I'm glade you're a good girl." He got up from the table and told Trinity he be back.

Bitches was the only word you can give girls like Bridget, Cathy and Pam. They was nasty for no reason and always getting on Trinity.

"Ain't you suppose to be in your special Ed class." Cathy was the ring leader.

"It's 'aren't' not ain't." Trinity closed her lunch box and sat there waiting for Derek to get back. He always tell her not to leave without him. And she obeyed because she remembered like it was just yesterday when he bent her over and spanked her.

"At least my father didn't leave me unlike yours!" Cathy smirked at her and dared her to say anything else.

"Leave me alone Cathy! I'm not up for it today. And my father is none of your concern!" Trinity rolled her eyes and got up, she had no other choice but to leave Derek. She was not going to deal with three hateful hoes today.

"Don't you have to wait for your boyfriend? I mean you wait for him everyday. Like your his little lap dog." Bridget said snarky.

"Well my mother says women who always have boys around them is a hoe and I'm starting to believe it. Wasn't Jerry just with you the other day?" Pam leaned into Trinity face getting a little to close for Trinity liking.

"Leave me alone! You guys mess with me everyday! Don't you get tired of that?" Trinity turned her back and was getting ready to leave.

"Are you going to cry to mommy now." Cathy shouted across the lunch room making everyone stop and look towards Trinity who kept walking with her head down.

"Just because yours doesn't love you, doesn't mean mine doesn't." Trinity mumbled under her breath and kept it moving, she would usually go home and cry but she has to wait for Derek.

She stalked to her locker looking for her pills. She had cramps that wouldn't go away so she popped a Advil. "Hey sweetheart." Jerry came over to her trapping her.