Chapter 1

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Mia's P.O.V:

I'm in this boring ass class falling half asleep. "Ta'mia what is the answer to number 3 in your text book?" The teacher asked. Why would this bitch ask a stupid ass question like that knowing I won't paying attention."Um I don't know why don't you ask that naughty haired "suppose to be a girl" over there?" I asked making the whole class laugh except the teacher and the girl I was talking about. The girl started running out the class crying. I did feel bad for saying that though
I thought she would've went along with it like she normally do. I guess she had some family problems going on.
LUNCH:

Finally this day is almost over. It's just lunch and last core left at school. I walked up to my girls and my current boyfriend which is kamauri. " what's up y'all!" I said as I sat down then they all moved to a different table except Kamuari. "Why the fuck did they move?" I asked a little angry. "What you did to Megan was a little mean." He replied "but I do it every day and now all of a sudden it's a problem with y'all!" I semi-yelled. " well maybe we don't want you doing stuff like that and calm ya damn voice down ma before I move over there with them and leave ya selfish and mean ass ova here." He shot back. "Why the fuck are we even together if you always against me all the damn time Kamauri. I'm tired of having all these fucking boyfriends I thought you were gonna be the one. We been together for a year and a half now,but I guess I got to go back to my slutty ways again so go ahead and leave me over here alone and I swear to god we are done." I said then started to break down crying. I've never cried over a guy before. "Why do every damn thing gotta be bout yo selfish ass." He yelled as he walked away. I cried even harder as I started throwing food at him yelling cuss words. I jumped on his back and started chocking him.A teacher pulled me off of him as I sat there just crying at the fact I lost the boy that I thought I loved out of like 15 other boys. They called my mom and I got suspended for 12 days.

In the car:
" what the fuck were you thinking trying to kill somebody." My mom Denice yelled. I stayed silent. "Answer me little girl." She yelled scaring me a bit but I stayed silent. "Why did I do this shit?" She mumbled. "What do you mean! You managed to open your damn legs and let that perve stick his dick in your ass 15 years ago how is that my damn fault. You let him rape me and you didn't believe me when I told you but when you saw it with your own damn eyes you felt sorry for yourself but what about me. You got pregnant at 13! I didn't make that same mistake. You don't know what felt like knowing your father comes in your room at the same time every day. I cried for you and you won't there I been through this for 5 years of my life and all of a sudden I'm the bad guy!" I yelled while tears ran down my face. She didn't say a word she just pulled over into a parking lot and cried. I got out the car and called a taxi to come pick me up because she pissed me off. I've tried so hard to be the best I can,but I guess I got to try harder.

Hi you guys this is my first book I've ever made so I'm really sorry if this chapter is very short.

PLEASE TELL ME IF IM DOING GOOD!

-Angel😔

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