Evil

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I have become the very thing
That I promised him I wouldn't be.
It hurts to see the fear in his eyes,
But it adds heat to the fire in my heart.
I love the feeling of being the one to come out on top,
And I love using my own magic.
Though, I am feared everywhere,
And they call me the dark one,
I still know he loves me.
The boy with the gold eyes,
But damn I've got a surprise.
He wants everything to be wonderful and full of light magic.
But you see....
I want dark magic to be used, and did you know that magic always comes at a price?
But it's much too late for this.
Love, love isn't possible.
All men do is leave me,
Leave me to cry in the shadows.
I guess they didn't expect me to become one with the shadows.
Now the boy with the golden eyes can't save me...
Because no one ever can.

My name is nobody and I stand for you, if someone gives you a problem, they must be a tool.
I will never give up even though you think I can't pick you up, because its simply not in my blood to walk away like a fool

I will just snarl at you if you come near,
Like a wounded animal.
Because deep down they are all non replaceable.
They will never leave and I will never let them go.
They try to control me but I just snort
And do whatever I please.
That's what happens when you're heartless.
That's what happens when you're the dark one.

If you are dark, then I am light. And you will have to swallow your spite if you ever want your heart to take flight.
I'm not saying just accept your fate and take a knife to the back, just always try to avoid the fight and stay on track.
Because between the both of us, we can do what's right.
Even if you want to take flight and hide, I will hold you back till the day you die.
And when you finally decide to give up and leave, it will be with me.

Since when has anybody stayed?
Nobody wants to fight the darkness.
Even the light walks away during this on going battle between right and wrong.
So what makes us different?
We are both nothing in a world full of something.
So take it from me,
Even the boy with the gold eyes would agree....
Just let me be the darkness.

My eyes are not gold, they are green.
You are not nothing, you are a queen.
That's why it hurts to the bone, you were meant to sit in a throne right beside me.
Its not to late to toss away the hate, and let the world spin round. We've both lasted years carrying a pain and now your ready to throw it all away...
Because you were light and you walked away during this ongoing battle between love and hate.
Its OK, so long as you come back and see me someday. And on that day, there will be no pain for we will simply sail away.

You're correct about one thing,
I am a queen.
But not for the light.
I keep my chin held high
With a smirk on my bright red lips.
You can join me,
Or sit in your broken throne.
His eyes are gold but yours are green.
He's my love, but you're my king.
So why don't we let the games begin?

All this drama must be leading your mind astray because we could just skip the games and sail away someday.
So join me or don't, either way its not my fault because I am known as the one who stays even when I must face great pain.

Someday is such a long time to wait
So why should we bother ourselves with something with the future

A painting isn't seen as beautiful the first second its made, and the way I see it, life is the same. A flower doesn't grow in a day, but we all know it will blossom someday :)

The boy with the golden eyes
Still contains my heart,
Oh lord you don't even know
What his bitch face does to me. 
When his eyes have the same hate
And the same passion reflecting back to me.
I really don't want to lose him.
So what will you do?
How long will you wait for our dance on the sun?

Indefinitely.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 05, 2015 ⏰

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