Chapter One;
Having A Messed Up Life & A Messed Up Family , It Put A Toll On My Childhood. My Name Is Lizzie , Im 14 , Come From Bensonhurts , New York. Big City For A 5'1 Girl. I Have Two Sisters, Amanda & Danielle, & One Brother & One Amazing Fucking Cousin , Ruben , That Looks Exactly Like My Older Brother.
Getting Abused 13 Years Of My Life Without Anyone There To Stop It , No One Wanted To Tell My Mother She Was Wrong. If They Did , They Were Always Wrong . My Stepdad , He Is An Amazing Man. He Raised Me When My Father Never Even Attempted To . I Never Knew My Stepdad Wasnt My Father Until I Was About 9 years Of Age. I Was In Immidate Search For My REAL Father. So Much Questions Going Through My Head. "Why Did He Leave?" "He Raised My Other Relatives , What Am I Not Good Enough?" Ugh , I Loved My Stepdad , But I Wanted To Know My Real Dad.
~~~~~When Lizzie Was 13~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I Think I Love Chris , Janine." I Told My Bestest Friend In The World.
"Lizzie Marie , Your Crazy , Your Only 13 ! "
" He Wants To Have Sex With Me... "
"NO NO NO NO !! Lizzie DON'T YOU DARE ! "
" JANINEE , IM NOT ! I Just Don't Wanna Lose Him Though, What Do I Do ? "
" If He Really Wanted You For Your Heart He Wouldn't Care Bout Sex. Your A Beautiful , Young , Independent Girl. You Don't Need To Worry Bout That Shit Now."
Its Easy For Janine , She's Beautiful , Im Nothing But Fat , Ugly , Unnatractive & Boys Only Think Im Good For One Thing. Im Not ! I Can Give Them So Much More Than Love . I Can Give Them The World, I Would Be With Them Through Thick & Thin ! I Can't Take This , I Think Imma Break It Off With Chris.
Chapter Two ;
" Hey Baby , You Look Sexy A'f Today Ma. " Chris Tells Me . \
" Chris , We Need To Talk , I Can't Take This Shit No More."
Chris's Face Turned Red & He Looked Pissed Cause I Said It Infront Of Paul & Andre . Oh Well Nigga You'll Live.
"Itee" Chris Says.
We Walk To The Conner Store & Go To The Back.
" Chris , Bae , You Know I Don't Wanna Let You Go Right ?"
"Yeah Baee" Chris Says As He Pushes Me Up Against The Wall , I Try My Hardest To Make The Most Noise So The Guy That Owns The Store Will Come Back Here.
" Chris Stop ! Seriously! We Gotta Talk Nigga ! "
"Fuck You Want Hoe. Shit ! You Always Trying My Shit!"
I Put My Head Down , Roll My Eyes & Say " We're Done. Thats It , You Can Leave Now, Have A Nice Life Nigga"
Chris's Face Was Priceless. He Really Thought I Was Finna Stay With His Shit ! On To The Next One Bitch !
Chris Looked At Me , Picked Up His Hand.... He Wouldn't !
He Back Handed Me So Hard I Fell To The Floor. He Looked At Me & Said " Worthless Piece Of Shit , You No Good Anyways . I Cheated On You Like Ten Times Anyways Hoe"
Paul Came Walking Into The Conner Store & Chris Was Walking Out , Paul Asked Chris What Happened & Chris Said " Nothing Nigga , Fuck That Hoe"
Paul Came Running To The Back Of The Store. He Seen Me On The Floor & Asked Me What Happened & I Told Him , " I Told Chris It Was Done, Then He Smacked Me. Paul I Hate Him !!!!!!"
