Centina's POV
"You wanna talk now?" I question pulling Zai in my lap
"Nah. It nothing, his the bad apple in the family. We just don't get along."she mumble into my chest.
"So y'all family ?" I ask rubbing her back
"Yeah his my cousin."
"Oh, okay. So question why won't you help the baby. Fuck him, do it for the lil innocent kid."
"Your only saying that because you have a soft spot for babies." She say lightly laughing
"Nah, that don't have anything to do with this." I say drawing circles on her back
"Yes, it does!"
"What happen between you and him?" I hesitate asking
"Nothing." She speak quietly
"You lying. I know you ma wassup?"
"I don't wanna talk about it. It's stupid anyway."
"Baby the longer you hold it in the more it well hurt. Plus it can't be too stupid for you to go silent so wus good?"
She took a deep breath before laying her head against my intertwining our hands.
"Well, my mom was a real bitch. She used to starve me until my dad got home, and then she played like a good mom or some shit. Umm, one day my cousin King was over and he always use to tell me he would protect me from my mom. Bottom line he didn't, he watch my mom burn me with cigarettes before holding me at gun point." She say with tear rolling down her face"I don't really think I'm mad at King, I'm more upset with my mom. I just need someone to blame for why this kept happening." She cried
"Your mother was the only one to blame. You need to apologize."
"I can't ever time I see him I just want to punch him over and over again." I used the pads of my thumbs to wipe the falling tears from her eyes.
"Well, punch his ass then apologize."
"Your very insensitive." She mumble giggling
"And your very emotional. Speaking of that why ?" I ask her
"I'm a girl. It's what we do." She says shrugging
"Ah, okay." I say
"So are we going to New Orleans or what?" I ask her rubbing my hands against her skin
"Stop touching me, and I'm going I don't know about you tho." She says swatting my hands away
"What you mean? I can't go with you?"
"I'm afraid you will fall back in love with the streets. His a drug lord, well him and his babymama are." She say
"Oh, what you don't trust me or something ? I fine I'm over that stage in my life." I say honestly
"If I take you promise me you won't go anywhere near his trap houses down there."
"I promise under one condition." I say smirking
"What ?"
"Let me back in. I missed the shit out of you. I didn't want to admit it, but fuck that."
"We'll see."
Shanna's POV
"De'Shawn why have you been ignoring me?" I ask jogging up to him in the hallway.
He stood there for a minute before shaking his head walking away from me.
"De'Shawn, look whatever it is you can tell me. I won't be upset." I say hoping I can get him to spill
"I don't give a fuck about you getting mad." He spat turning around
"Why are you acting tho way?"
"Because I never realized how I really love you, but you got a man. So fuck it." He mumble
"De'Shawn are you serious right now?" I questioned slightly pissed
"Uh, yeah."
"Okay. We done here." I say turning around walking away from him. Now it's my turn to ignore him until this blows over.
I walked into my Advanced Math class catching the tardy bell
"Your Late." My teacher points out
"Nah, I got in here before the bell rang." I mumble taking my seat
"In my class if you are not seated before the bell you are late. That's you third tardy."
"That's bullshit." I mumble under my breath getting out of my seat leaving the class room with a yellow slip for the office."
~ Dare 💋💋
This is just a filter chapter. I might update again soon maybe tomorrow.
I have a new book coming out soon so be on the look out.
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