Not Anymore

Chapter One

NOTE:This song is honestly my fav!! It just hits right!!!

Anayahs POV.

Waking up in the morning thinking about how excited I am to leave this shit HOLE! My family, meaning my siblings, they treat me like shit because they think I killed our parents, cause my parents came to pick me up from the library after finishing my homework there and as we were driving home, a drunk driver came out of nowhere and hit us head on. I was the only one who survived. I don't know why God didn't just take me with my parents. When I got put the hospital my two older siblings would take care of me, until they just feed up and called me names or saying how I should've died instead of my parents. Oh shiet excuse me for being rude my name is Anayah Valentina Williams.

Anyways, as I was laying in the bed, my older brother bangs on my door and says "Bitch get the fuck up, you LOSER" I don't know why he bothers to "wake me up" I always get up before he comes. He and my sister hate me so much that they make my life a living HELL at home and at school. I'm getting ready, I find long baggy pants and a baggy pants, big ass glasses and my big ass curly yet wavy black hair into a messy bun. I'm so not cute, but hey it will do. I get downstairs to be greeted to three of my bitch of cousins Merry, Olivia, Latasha and my hoe of a sister Kiki. "Ew, why are you fucking here, I hate you, NO ONE likes your ugly ass, can't you get the memo that no one wants you here." said my sister.

I just ignored them and grabbed a apple and went out the door to walk to school. I hate the way I'm  treated, but then I'm thankful because it gives me motivation to do good in school to get a GREAT scholarship and get away from here without them knowing. Once I graduate early, I will be able to leave. My "siblings and cousins" don't know about it. 

I was so into my thoughts until I felt myself being drenched with cold liquid, and noticed that it was the Whore of the school, Emily Livid. She is the "Queen Bee" of this school. I hate her same with everyone here at this school. I just ignore these jack asses and move on with my life. I walk into the school, I was to focused on my  thoughts that I run into wall, hold up... Do walls have arms? well this one does, I look up and see that it's my elementary crush Steve Larson. He is the hottest man i've ever seen, comb over hair due, nice built body standing at 6'4 with stormy gray eyes.   I look into his eyes and he looks and what I see is hate and I just don't know what it was. "What the fuck nerd, watch where you're going BITCH." he said, ouch that shit hurt.. But I can't find myself not liking him. He will always be my crush. I say "sorry" he just rolled his eyes and pushed me out of his way. He is Emily's "boyfriend" but they are on and off.

I walk to my locker and get my extra change I always have incase shit like this happens. This is my last semester here then I'm able to get my high school/ associate diploma and move out of here. I already have a school i'm going to. I'm going to a school in Australia to study abroad, to major to become a doctor. I'm so happy I'm leaving, you're maybe wondering why how am I going to live out there. Well, my parents were pretty rich, they left each of us 100,0000 dollars. Plus the small jobs I work for here and there so it increased my money. And I got a full ride scholarship that includes a home for me to stay for how long I want to go to school. This scholarship covers everything but my books, which I'm fine with. 

The day is finally over, and It's a friday night, meaning that my siblings are either planning to go to a party or throw a party that everyone will attend. That means that I'm either going to not be home or lock myself into my room. 

I guess, they are throwing a big ass party. So here I am, sitting in my room trying to finish a project that's apart of my graduating early thing. I get really thirsty and decide to go and get a water bottle and a snack because I am kinda hungry.

As go and get my drink and snack when I bump into someone, and It's Steve. I smell the alcohol and noticed that he's drunk. "Anayah, did you know that I find you attractive? why don't you dress and try to fit in? Why can't you be normal like the rest of your cousins and siblings? I still find you beautiful!" I didn't see that shit coming, with that I was too busy that I felt lips on me. STEVE IS FUCKING KISSING ME! He took my first kiss!.. I pushed him and ran back to my room crying my heart out. I can't believe he kissed me, Steve, my crush since elementary.. What makes me cry hard is that all the stuff he said, was not true because he was drunk and didn't know what he was doing. I HATE EVERYONE HERE AND CAN NOT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS BITCH ASS PLACE!