Mark felt like he was going to rip his own hair out. He was so angry with himself.
He was thinking about Jack. He loved Jack so much, but he knew that Jack didn't love him back.
He wanted Jack to know how much he loved him, he couldn't stand it anymore. He wanted to be with him so badly.
Mark wanted to call Jack again and talk to him to calm himself down, but that's the exact opposite of what he needed to do.
Maybe I should stop talking to Jack for a while if it's just going to make this worse.
And that's what Mark decided to do. He told himself to isolate himself from Jack for the next few days and take some time for himself.
He decided to go to bed. As he put on PJ pants, he heard the familiar sound coming from his laptop.
Incoming Skype from Jack.
Mark just stared at his laptop, thoughts going through his head, blood rushing from his face.
He had to answer. He's never skipped an opportunity to talk to Jack, and if he didn't answer, Jack would know something was wrong.
Then, his phone vibrated. He looked over to see a text.
Jackaboy :-)
"Dude did you fall asleep? I need to talk again... i feel lonely :("Now he had to accept the call. He couldn't stand when Jack was sad.
I'll start not talking to him tomorrow, I guess.
He accepted the Skype call and Jack's face appeared on his screen. He was happy to see Jack, just not like this. He looked worried and upset.
"Um... sorry Jack, I dozed off and your call woke me up," He lied. He had to. He couldn't stand lying to Jack, or any of his close friends. "Is everything okay? You look sad."
"I'm sorry for waking you up, I just felt lonely and wanted someone to talk to," he said, sniffling. Was he crying? Now I need to know what's going on. Mark thought.
"What's wrong, Sean? Are you... crying?"
"No, I just have a cold." Jack said, showing Mark the box of tissues he had next to him.
"Why do you feel lonely?" Mark asked.
"I dunno... I'm just thinking about the future... about when people stop watching my videos."
"Jack! That's not going to be for a long time and you know that!" Mark said in shock. Mark thought Jack wouldn't think about things like that. Mark thought Jack always lived in the present and is grateful for things while they happen.
"At one point I know people are gonna get tired of my yelling amd click unsubscribe... or I'll say something that people disagree with and they'll all click away... anything can happen, Mark... I'm scared."
Jack put his face in his hands, making Mark's heart melt in sadness. He couldn't stand seeing Jack upset.
"Jack, no matter what happens, I'll always be here for you and provide you with everlasting support. And same will Felix, Bob, Wade, Ken, and so many others."
"I guess you're right. Thank you..." Jack looked back up at the webcam, as if looking Mark in the eyes. Mark blushed deeply. "Markimoo."
We both smiled wide. Mark wanted to be there with Jack so badly. To hold him, comfort him, and whisper in his ear that it was going to be alright.
"I really want to hug you right now." Jack couldn't help saying.
"I was thinking the same thing."
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Jack turned off his computer and looked at his bed. He thought sleep was the best option for him now.
But, once his head hit the pillow, he couldn't even close his eyes. So many thoughts were rushing through his head.
Jack didn't think he was going to get any sleep tonight. He just wasn't in the mood for sleeping. So, obviously, he got his laptop and decided to answer questions on his Tumblr.
"Anonymous asked:
JAAAAAAAAACK?! How can I be a boss like you?!?"Jack felt like he's answered questions like that too often. He wanted to answer serious questions for once.
He scrolled through questions he didn't feel like answering until he found one that stood out to him.
"Anonymous asked:
Would you ever date a guy if you really wanted to?"Jack didn't know if he would answer this question jokingly or seriously. He decided to answer it seriously but make it sound like he was joking.
"Well, I guess it depends, if he's got cool ass hair and can cook meals for me, then sign me up...? i really just can't cook for shit."
Jack decided that that was a good enough answer.
Jack didn't really know if he liked boys or girls more... he just decided to go with it, date whoever he liked and whoever liked him back.
He started to wonder who asked that question and why. And then he wondered if he actually would date a guy.
Then, he wondered about his future. Would he end up with a girl or a guy?
Jack sighed. He needed sleep, badly. He laid down, closed his eyes, and passed out immediately.
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The next morning, he got out of bed and made himself some coffee.
He didn't have the enthusiasm to make a video quite yet. So, he decided to play some Undertale so he didn't have to do much talking and could just play.
He sat down at his desk and started recording.
"Top of the morning to ya laddies! My name is Jacksepticeye and welcome back to Undertale! Also, sorry if I'm not as... well... annoying as I usually am, it's morning and I don't feel like yelling."
I played the game for about an hour and decided to end the video. I said my usual outro, "Thank you guys so much for watching! If you liked it, punch that like button in the face... like a boss! And, high fives all around... wa-psh, wa-push, thank you guys and I will see all you dudes... in the next video!"
I turned off my camera and sat back in my chair, taking in a deep breath.
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A/N
well that was my first chapter I guess so yeah
I hope you guys like the concept !!
I've been wanting to do a septiplier fanfic for ages but I couldn't think of a unique/decent storyline so I hope this is good enough lmao
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