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It's Hard to Explain

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Random times; therefore, unexpected love. We never knew that we would meet such an amazing person in our lifetime. Never taking the chance to actually allow it to come into our stored memories. I was a person of no intentions of pursuing a in a real relationship, I always said negative things about myself and wondering how is it possible to keep one going. Deep inside, I knew that there is someone out there for everyone. Despite the lack of attention I was getting when I was at a younger age: I learned to allow it to happen when time and space wants it to happen.

My knowable was very low in middle school. Everyday there would couples walking around; I would always think ''why is it so important to be with someone in this early age?''. There isn't a point to it. You both aren't going to still be together by the time you guys are in high school. You can say I was somewhat envies towards them but that subject wasn't cared for during those years. My mind was set of simpler things that a typical preteen would and wouldn't have a stress in the world.

Now in high school. That's some different shit. That shit fucks you up. It's hard for me to explain all the emotions that a living thing walks though in the halls of hell. Maybe you're thinking that I'm just complaining but it's actually true.

I'm just going to tell you my story.

Yup.