The Playboy's Baby (Will be Edited When I'm Done)

Chapter 2- Pregnant

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Chapter 2- Pregnant!

 I am pregnant!

I am pregnant!

I thought about it over and over as my mother drove me to school the following morning in deep silence.

“Honey, are you sure everything is okay?” She asked as she stopped the car in front of the school’s main building.

I turned to look at her and opened my mouth but closed it again when I couldn’t find the courage to tell her the truth. I bit my lower lip then breathed out.

“I’m okay, mom. I’ll see you at home.” I said as I picked up my book bag and stepped out of the black SUV and walked toward the school building as I wrapped my arms around myself.

I opened the door of the building and held it open for the student that was walking behind me. I walked toward my locker and spun the combination and pulled out my English book.

“Hey, Holly, how are you feeling?” Katie’s voice asked from somewhere behind me

“Okay.” I said honestly.

“Are you sure? Yesterday you were so…” Casey started to say and looked at me with a worried expression on her face.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Everything is….” I started to say when my eyes wondered off to someone that was a couple feet behind them.

It was Blake. He was leaning against the wall facing me with a wickedly sexy expression on his face as his eyes traced my figure up and down. Suddenly, I couldn’t breathe as I took in his appearance. He was wearing dark blue jeans with a dark grey t-shirt, black sneakers and around his neck was a silver necklace. My palms started to get sweaty and my heart started beating ten times faster.

“Hey, sexy…” Courtney Sanders, the school’s most popular girl, said to Blake. I shook my head wishing I couldn’t hear her but I still could even though we were at a safe distance away. “Want to have some fun before class?” She asked him.

Blake’s eyes looked directly into mine for a second before looking at her. She was wearing a jean mini skirt with a sexy white shirt and white sneakers. Almost every part of her body was visible and she didn’t care at all. She didn’t even care that there was a school dress code.

“Sure,” he said as she took a hold of his hand and started to walk away down the hall.

I don’t know what came over me. In some way I felt disappointed while in the other way I felt relief.

“Okay, what is going on?” Katie asked looking from Blake’s retreating figure to me.

“Nothing,” I said defensively.

“No, it’s not nothing, Holly. You get tense every time you see Blake. What happened? Did he do something to you?” Katie asked wanting to know while Casey looked at us wondering what we were talking about.

“It’s nothing like that.”

“Well, it must be something,” Casey said curiously and then her eyes widened. “Wait a minute. Is it something that has to do with the night you ran into him? He must have said or done something to you to make you feel like this. What is it?”

“Yeah, you better tell us what the heck is going on before we go hunt him down and beat him up for no reason.”

I looked at both of them and knew they were serious. “You guys wouldn’t do that.”

“Wanna bet?” Katie asked while crossing her arms in front of her chest.

Something told me that they were serious. I breathed out; feeling defeated and laid my head against my locker.

“I…I can’t talk about this right now,” I said feeling weak and even sick to my stomach.

“Why not?” Casey yelled angrily all of a sudden.

“You know what? Forget it. Let’s go, Casey. We have to teach Blake Crawford a lesson,” Katie said taking a hold of Casey’s hand and started to walk away.

“No, wait.” I said trying to stop them but my head started to spin around in circles maybe by moving too fast all of a sudden.

I put my hands on my head wishing that the feeling would go away, but it didn’t.

“Holly, what’s wrong?” Casey asked concerned as she took a hold of me.

I opened my mouth to answer but ended up running toward the bathroom and did the same exact thing as yesterday. When I finished, I flushed the toilet and laid my head against the wall as tears started to fall down.

“Holly…” Katie said whispering in a scared tone.

I lay my hands against my stomach. “I’m scared. I am so scared and I don’t know what to do.”

“What are you talking about, Holly?” Casey asked sitting next to me and moving my hair away from my face.

Katie sat down next to her looking at me with a frightened expression on her face, matching Casey’s. After a minute of silence she said, “Talk to us, Holly. There is no one here but us. What are you so scared about?”

I took a deep, shaky breath as tears started to fall down faster against my cheeks. “I’m scared because I’m pregnant.”

“What….” Casey asked looking confused.

“I’m pregnant and Blake…Blake Crawford is the father.”

They both gasped in surprise and shock. Casey even started to shed tears at the news.

“So you mean…that night…you and Blake….” Katie said as if nothing was making sense.

I nodded my head.

“I wasn’t expecting anything that night or any other night. Blake barely looked at me ever since he moved here in 6th grade but that night, he looked so fragile that something came over me and I talked to him. And…then…” I started to confess truthfully. “It wasn’t fun or like what you see in the movies or read about in romance novels. I was terrified. I was so afraid and I don’t know why I stayed and let it happen.” I added then pulled my knees up and buried my head down in them and cried like I haven’t done since I was 5 years old.

“Did he force you?” Katie asked wanting to know.

I picked my head up and looked at her, at both of them. “What? No? He didn’t force me. He didn’t. It just happened. It just happened and I’m scared.”

After a minute of crying and comforting from Katie and Casey who were now on either side of me leaving me in between, I said, “I’m scared and I don’t know what to do.”

“Holly, it’s going to be okay,” Katie said hugging me and bringing me closer to her. I laid my head against her shoulder.

“No, it’s not. Nothing is ever going to be the same again.” Something tells me that that much is true.

“Does your mom know?” Casey asked holding my right hand in both of hers.

“No. No one knows.”

“Except us. What made you think you were…you know?” Casey asked.

“Yesterday, when Katie asked me if it was cramps from my period I realized that I was late. I bought one of those take home pregnancy tests and it said positive.”

“Everything is going to be okay, Holly.” Katie said crying and holding me tighter.

“Everything is going to be okay, Holly.” Her words resounded in my head and I knew it wasn’t going to be okay. Not anymore.

“What about Blake? Do you think he knows? Does he even know who you are?” Casey asked all of the sudden breaking the silence.

Suddenly that made me think about his attitude yesterday toward me and the way he was with me.

Flashback

“What do you want, Blake?” I asked wanting to know.

“I don’t know. What do you think I want?” He whispered, but this time with a teasing tone in his voice as he started to lean his face closer toward mine.

“I wouldn’t ask a question if I already knew the answer.”

He chuckled at that but said nothing. Yet, I felt him lean even closer. I could his feel his breath against my cheek and it took all that I had to resist it.

“Please leave.” I said, honestly wanting him to.

“Are you sure?” He asked as his nose stroked my cheek, then his lips softly, gently.

“Yes.” I said positively, not wanting to give him the opportunity to try anything.

“Okay,” he said and pulled away. “I hope that you feel better soon.” He added then started to walk away.

End of flashback

“I don’t know if he knows, but he does know who I am,” I told them. I looked at both of them and imagined the ideas they must be getting inside their heads, knowing the both of them perfectly well. “Please don’t tell him. Don’t tell him anything.”

“Holly, he’s going to find out soon or later. I mean, you can’t just hide your pregnancy from everyone.” Her voice started out loud but then finished as whisper as she looked around the restroom.

“I know. But I…I want to be the one to tell him when the time comes. I want him to know from me and not from some rumor going around school.”

“Okay, we won’t tell him.” Casey said holding her pinkie up and I put mine together with hers.

“We promise we won’t tell anyone.” Katie said promising too by joining her pinkie with us. “It will be our secret.”