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Downloading Process

I start to look out the window thinking about my lonely life without a man to hold. I ask all my friends if we could hang out, but they all just tell me they are out with their boyfriends. I feel so lonely inside thinking about the perfect guy out there for me. I dream of holding hands with my dream man, but I know that day will never come to be. It was March 22, 2003 seven o'clock pm I sit on my bed reading a book about a couple being happy together and dreaming of the perfect family. I wish I had the perfect guy to start a family with. My phone starts to ring. I look at the caller id it was my friend, Mia. I roll my eyes and pick my phone up to answer." Hey Mia, What's up?" I said in a cheerful voice, trying to hide the pain of loneliness inside." Hey girl, guess what?!" Telling by the tone of her voice I can tell that the news she has to tell me was a huge matter." I am getting married!" She screams in my ear. I drop my book and tears start to form in my eyes." I want you and the other girls to be my bridesmaids" she screams. I start to shape up and wipes the tears away from my eyes." I am so happy for you. You know I have to go I got to go shopping now. Bye" I lied to my best friend." Well ok, bye. I will send you an invitation." I hang up and bury my face into my pillow and cry. I don't have a man and now my best friend is getting married. Can't life get any worse. I look through the app store and found an amazing app that I never seen before in my life. A dating app called Lovers may love and I think to myself." Is this really worth it? Should I do this? Will I get the perfect guy I wished for?" My phone starts to vibrate. I look at it and it is a picture from Mia. I look at the picture, it is a picture of her wedding ring. I have made my choice. I download and watch as it loads to 25%, 50%, 65%, 89%, 99%, and 100%. I look at the button open and took a deep breathe.