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Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....

My...world...is..breaking....apart...
Stuck...in...the...edge...of...sorrows..
My...ima..ginations...unite...all the monsters....I've created...
They...keep...staring at me..
Scared...I backed...away..from them...holding back the tears...of fear...
No one's here...to save..me..

Always chained...in this...dark abyss..
Singing my song...what a wonderful..thing...to..do..

Bleeding to death...I couldn't stop it...
No one would help me...They'll get rid of my existence..

I am scared..please don't hurt me..
but I doubt my words.....you ignore them anyway.....

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala..
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala...

Pools...of tears.....soaked..in blood..
Can..you..people...hear my cry..?
You...are...blinded.....
by..my....fake side...
Sick...of...smiling....
Sick of laughing...
Sick...of...dying...
I...don't know...lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala...

I...wonder....
what....am I doing here?
I....don't belong..here...
my existence....should be removed...

I can't...run away...that's what he said...
Chained...here...fore....ver....
I'm....waiting....for my DEATH.

After I sang my made up song,
he came in my abyss, his yellow eyes looking deeply at my soul.

A soul that can relief his hunger.

He chuckled....darkly. Yet, I was speechless.

I gazed at him with dull, and lifeless eyes, all the sanity drained from them.

"ARE YOU READY TO DIE!?"

Yet. He received no answer.
Yet...he took it as a yes.

So he came near me...his eerie smile....was disturbing me...
I don't want to feel pain anymore...so please...

"K-kill me al-already ..."

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Crunch Crunch Crunch Crunch..

Tasty....soul...but with...more...tender....flesh.....

RAHHH!

Crunch crunch crunch crunch

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I'm a failure...
I'm nothing...
I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!
You're too blind...
Help me....
I'm hurt when you call me weird....
I'm not worth it to live....
Stop....I don't want it...
I'm scared of tomorrow....
What does it feel to die?
I-I'm not crazy!
Why....?
What's the meaning of life....nothing...
IT'S NO USE!!! I KEEP HEARING HIM IN MY HEAD!!!
*Cries* I didn't want this...I didn't want this kind of life...
I'm sorry...it's too late...
I'm scared of death...
Death is funny...
Suicide....
I don't like death anymore...
I....don't belong here....
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
I don't want to do this!!
I'm always forced...
Mom....?
Why...I....
I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! *sob* YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME!!
*Cries**sobs**hiccups*
Why am I here?
I don't deserve to be here...
What's life?
What's a person?
What's sadness?
What's happiness?
What's anger?
What's jealousy?
What's proud?
What's comfort?

I don't know.

Why can't I live normally?
Why can't I have a happy family?
Why am I always a bad luck?
Why do I feel betrayed?
Why do I feel nothing?

WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYHWYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWH

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why can't I run away?