We all have feelings whether we like it or not. Understanding them that's different we feel what we see and see what we feel. We can't control how we feel we just do it. For example "and at thatoment I new what it was truly like to feel broken unloved and sad I felt like someone had ripped my heart out of my chest and stomped on it and not because of just what happened but because it was someone I needed and desperately cared about. I helped them even though I needed help myself but you know what that someone did it anyways I dont know why maybe soinso didn't know either maybe soinso just did it or maybe soinso just didn't care. My world was crumbling beneath my feet and I was tied up all I could do was stand there feet and hands tied watching my world crumble from underneath me as I prepaired to fall." That those feelings all of that its me how I feel that is something I felt and said aamd thought that's how I felt. I don't know if you could sum all of that up into one feeling seeing that it is a mix of them. But I the time I felt that way I wrote it down put it I'm an envelope but didn't close or seal the envelope. Do you know why? Because I know that oneday I will trust someone enough to show the story behind those feelings and the feelings I just shared with you I won't seal it because I know that I shouldnt seal my feelings up and try and forget about them and sealing the envelope would be a form of that. I hope you.can learn a little from what I just shared with you.
I hope you.like this is sthimg from my life all a true story envelope and all. I hope you guys like this one even though it isn't technically a lie but it could affect you.to want to lie we lie to hide our feelings.
Qotd: do you understand your feelings or at least think you do
Aotd: nope not even a little bit
Oh and I want you guys to know that if you ever need to talk you can always message me I will be there. Thanks loves
