Billy's pov
I rang Chaz's door bell.
I rang it again.
Is he not home?
I rang it again.
I knew this was a bad idea. I am such a stupid bitch ass hoe.
I left Chaz's house I guess he wasn't home.
Maybe this is fate. Maybe I am not supposed to be with Chaz. Maybe he is not the love of my life.
I started to walk home. I kind of wish u was dead in that moment.
What is even the point of living without Chaz in my life.
I started to walk in the middle of the road. Hoping a car would ram me over and squash me until I bled out of every part of my body. And it would be as red as gorillas period blood.
Sadly. I made it home safely. Tomorrow I have school.
I am not excited
I want to bash my head on my wall until I see Chaz in my head. then I would die and go to hell.
Dang flabbit.
