Amber

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It's been a week and a half since I left and my dad wants to kill Josh and my mom wants to kill Ashley. The feelings are mutual though. The boys (all but Josh) have been texting me non-stop asking me to come back and that they miss me. Don't get me wrong I miss them to but I just need some time to myself right now. Hopefully it all calms down cause I really do miss the boys even Josh! I miss the silly fights about which soccer player was better Messi (me) or Ronaldo (Josh). I missed how me and Kai used to go to Hot Topic and pick out clothes that were to much for us to buy but still tried them on. Life in England was awesome but that all came to an end when I met that girl, Ashley. I instantly knew that something wasn't right but I didn't think that she would actually take Josh. Not take but get to date Josh. I don't know I just...I don't know. I've just been to tired lately and I just don't think I can do it anymore.........I don't want to go back but I don't want to stay here.

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Okay so the song and the chapter made me cry! If you can just listen to the full song because omg! It fits so well! Anyway love you guys! Do you love me back? No okay....
-Amber Michaelis

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