I've thought this through too many times, too many nights and through the day ,I'm practically day dreaming of this now.
I have no other way of saying this .... And I do except it ,what I did and what I am continuing on doing is wrong.
I know I should just give up. Change everything starting from the inside out ,but how can i do it if I'm surrounded by him .
I'm in love, theirs just no other way of saying it. Its as simple as that, I've tried saying it or thinking of it as just a playful crush.
But as I grow older each day and him growing up as well scares me that if I don't confess or say anything I'll regret it. I can't really tell anyone at all! I've been holding this is ever since I was in 8th grade. And well, I'm not 12 anymore but as I grew I felt more subconscious more timid if you can say that. But when I am around him or even in the same room the atmosphere changes its like I'm in a whole new demission.
Its not as simple as everyone sees it , he's special he's wonderful he's perfect. Their is no other way of saying it.
I am in love with my best friends boyfriend.
